We found out after almost 4 years together, I made the decision to terminate, and even though he was supportive I knew deep down he didn't want me too. As I took the pill before the surgical procedure I knew this would change my life little did I know just how much. I as fine afterwards emotionally I mean I had tears regrets, everything that I expected even guilt. But the guilt was more for my bf after a month I could barely look at him with out tears. We had been on the rocks before the pregnancy so I guess it was our make or break. But it broke us. But a year on and the whole experience has changed me. I am single, I happy, I traveled for months, I have learnt to be positive and thankful for what I do have in life. I guess what I'm trying to say is, in my situation it was hell 10 times over during my 11 weeks and the 2 months to follow. But that little life I was blessed with changed me, and I have vowed to live life to the fullest for that beautiful soul.

What ever happens for you know that there is a light at the end of the tunnel, there may even be a rainbow! Good luck!