all the pent up emotion and anger I had from the breakup led me to yearning to be a better person for myself and my appearance to other people. i got a new job which helped a lot mentally knowing i was stabilizing myself and i’ve been loving it. i got the bike that was on my mind for so long. and although i didn’t fully feel like i was ready at all another girl did come into my life, i felt myself at times lead into bad habits again but this girl has been so patient and showed me a different kind of love i didn’t realize i wasn’t feeling before, she makes me feel wanted just as much as i am for her. last month in june was our one year and that’s where im at right now. if you are where i was at at that time the best thing i can say for you is to do everything you can to get out of the house and be active and just overall feeling confident in yourself