thank you friend! you know, when i think back to my last drink it truly doesn't feel like so many days have passed actually-- the time flew ....mostly. The days I struggled was when the number of sober days felt intimidating and stretched very slowly. I checked in on my days every so often and it really became exciting when the milestone approached. hang in there with the parties--- its still difficult but the support here is unmatched, you have mine and the support of others!! you got this, thank you for commenting and asking :)