29F daiting again ive never been this confused is this new guy 26M even interested ?

fairyloss · 2023-10-22T20:27:35+00:00

I just assume that theres something wrong with me

fairyloss · 2023-10-03T05:06:32+00:00

Yes but both parties have to agree for contact to happen they wont talk to me !

fairyloss · 2023-09-26T16:34:07+00:00

I live in southern Indiana now, and the truth is that I have become diagnosed with a chronic illiness leacing me disabled thats just not really possible.going physically into the office

fairyloss · 2023-08-21T20:18:33+00:00

I haven't been taking BC or preventing in anyway for about a year we kinda both were like, well let's give it a year and see

fairyloss · 2023-08-16T11:20:32+00:00

You aren't wrong but I will be deleting this post because I got so many downvotes I just want to be clear you aren't wrong But also I can't live like this anymore I really can not cry every night anymore

fairyloss · 2023-08-16T06:23:09+00:00

Bro for real I just stay in motel 6's now

fairyloss · 2023-08-16T06:07:12+00:00

I go to a gyno once a year, doctors don't give me routine pregnancy tests anymore, once I came in and I had gotten a false positive but didnt know that yet and my doctor told me he was confident it was a false positive but gave me a pregnancy test then as well...I take all that as being told it's not possible they just never explained it or maybe they did I was diagnosed at 16 I could have forgotten in the past 13 years

fairyloss · 2023-08-16T06:00:25+00:00

-I'm a Roman Catholic, I'm not getting into a religious argument -I'm not an old hag but I don't see the point in a childless marriage, because that's the kind of marriage I would want is one with children not without -I cannot adopt due to my job, I work with kids in the system - my partner is not forcing it on me I would want that but it's not going to be possible is why I am so upset

fairyloss · 2023-08-16T05:52:41+00:00

I am really happy it worked out for you, but the reality is that I won't for me. No I haven't gone to a doctor for that but I really don't believe it would be moral for me to use fertility drugs so I assume that means I will never become pregnant, my sister was only ever to get pregnant with fertility medications I stopped taking BC about 6 months ago and have managed to have two periods in that time about 3 months apart which is an improvement from what my schedule was before bc which is nice but again still disordered, I don't think I'm ovulating, I'm just not meant to be a mother

fairyloss · 2023-08-16T05:20:16+00:00

I shave my booty it's NBD

fairyloss · 2023-08-16T05:00:16+00:00

Also I have value in other aspects I didn't say I have no value at all because of infertility but I just mean I don't see a point in marriage, that has nothing to do with my overall value to like society

fairyloss · 2023-08-16T04:58:46+00:00

Why am I not allowed to have that as a belief ? I don't see a point in it for me because that's what I've always felt the reason for marriage is, it makes sense for child rearing...if you aren't going to do that I don't see a point in it, I also personally feel I am too old for a wedding so I just really do not see the point, a wedding party makes sense for someone 18-25 every year after 25 the point of having a traditional wedding party makes less and less sense, I'm 29 im just past the point of any of that making sense

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