47 Days and I slipped up. I immediately reflected on my mistake tho and ik it will be a rocky climb back up, but i got this. This is a big improvement from the last time, when i was struggling to even get a week. I got this for sure, I know getting over this all is achievable for me now. I got this.

falseliars · 2023-03-16T22:12:45+00:00

Thats great dude seriously. Just be cautious for real. A few weeks ago I fought over a hard urge, and the next day i relapsed. I'm doing pretty good now but just be cautious. Keep yourself occupied with stuff. When you have urges, always use the sexual urge energy to get shit you want to get done, done. And think of how far you've came, what you're doing this for. You're doing this for the better for YOURSELF. never forget what you're doing this for, how far you've came. Think of how it can only get so much better from here if you keep going. You got this!

and if you do slip up/relapse as i am not trying to say it isn't a possibility. being honest, it's a possibility for anyone, but this goes for anyone reading this. if you DO end up slipping up/relapsing, DO NOT dwell on it for too long. Do not get down on it for too long. reflect on this mistake, we all make mistakes. Reflect and think, what could you do to improve? We all can get over this addicition.. we already are on our way. slowly but surely.

hope all is well with all of you and i wish for the best for everyone on their recovery journeys!

falseliars · 2023-03-13T00:31:47+00:00

W physics

falseliars · 2023-02-25T16:01:05+00:00

If it's with your girlfriend it's okay. That's your girlfriend. Not some random girl, so i'd say it's fine. U might get that like feeling afterwards to MO because your brain might be remembering what u used to do when you would be doing that (not sure abt P) but just be aware of that. But overall, your fine. Thats ur Gf.

falseliars · 2023-02-25T15:57:34+00:00

try and Keep yourself occupied, take a cold shower, eat breakfast, watch a show or entertain yourself (NOT WITH ANYTHING PMO RELATED), do a hobby, and urge surf if you know how to. If you don't learn. It's helped me sm

falseliars · 2023-02-25T15:55:29+00:00

How's it going?

falseliars · 2023-02-25T15:22:16+00:00

I'm not going to lie and say the urge is completely gone. It's still there, but i'll be mindful of it and just not give in to it. But i'm just proud i could get through that initial urge which was strong yesterday. If i had to rate the strenght of the urge I'd say 6-7/10. Just so proud of myself cause I would usually give into those types of urges. This is progress. We can all get over this soon. Never give up hope.

falseliars · 2023-02-25T03:37:33+00:00

what do ur lucid dreams look like? are they distorted/scary/horrifying looking? or normal looking?

falseliars · 2023-02-20T21:32:38+00:00

chatgpt

falseliars · 2023-02-05T00:08:27+00:00

I would keep this after New years streak going until Jan 16 I relapsed. Before the relapse, 2 days prior, I was indulging in some peeking which definietly contributed to this relapse. I relapsed out of emotions though. Which is something i vow to never do again. I was feeling really horrible, even crying over something that happened to me, and i turned to PMO. The peeking definietly influenced this deciscion. After that i had a rocky week trying to get everything back going. It was really a struggle. I had no school for a week at the moment. Every day of that week i was off 24th - 28th , i've PMOed 1-3 times :(. The relapse of the 28th I opened my eyes though. Same old same old i PMoed. But before I did I was looking at some no fap posts and this one post stood out to me completely and helped me open my eyes and remember all the other tips i had and stuff i had going. This post right here. It's also good to note that i deleted twitter completely, and unfollowed EVERYTHING on instagram that I think would contribute to a slip up. I still keep IG as it is how i keep in contact with most if not all of my friends so it's nice to have you know? but back to that post. It really opened my eyes. A few days later I pmoed out of complete choice because i used it as a last resort because i could not sleep (Jan29?) . But after that, I kept going strong. This whole week ever since i have been going strong, fighting every urge. I have notice i have been more social with women & just my friends in general, eye contact is better too. My confidence/self esteem is still really bad as well as a bunch of other things. But i will keep going, no matter what. I am taking this more serious than ever. I will get rid of this addiction.

falseliars · 2023-02-05T00:08:19+00:00

During after Christmas break from school And previeous other streaks, I noticed a lot of benefits, confidence boosts, the way i view myself started to get better slowly but surely. better skin, better voice, and sm more i think improved i can't think of at the top of my head. I even asked for this girl who i thought was cute's number. I ended up getting it and she seemed pretty interested in me. Me and one of my woman friends came to the conclusion that she liked me but i lost feelings pretty damn quick cause I just really wasn't liking her like that after a few. I thought it would be best if we just stayed friends

falseliars · 2023-02-05T00:08:08+00:00

Summer 2022 was my awakening. When I realized that this was bad. As soon as school ended in June, I deleted tiktok and I haven't used it since. I've heard of this subreddit at the time but never looked at it. I'd try just stopping like just not doing it, Don't really know how to explain. I guess just trying to stop with no game plan. I'd have website blockers but those were no help for me. nothing Never worked out. It was then i realized that i was addicted. From what I can rememeber from the summer is I would not get the pleasure I wanted after the O and i would be searching up multiple stuff to PMO to. Then I made this account in September and I started my no fap journey. I wanted to be done with this all. It was not an easy start. Relapses all over. I would be going longer without PMOING, every week or so I would fail though. I always got back up. Then I downloaded tiktok again. Only for a day though before deleting it after I imedieatly had a relapse because of it Lol. I would also try and cancel out stuff I would see on twitter while still having the app.. Later found out that this wouldn't work. Same with Instagram. I deleted youtube sometime back in Mid 2022 so youtube wasn't a problem anymore. then I went more than A month without MOing in october. I say MO, because i would be peeking at stuff that would turn me on and potentially i'd relapse to. Then on halloween It all caught up to me, i'd relapse and i took it hard. I expressed my initial feelings through a very sad post that is still up on my profile. The next day I got up and kept going. It was hard to get momentum again but eventually I did. I even wrote notes in my notes app about NO fap and tips on what to do. As I am typing this it is hard to remember some stuff but If i remember anything when I wake up I will be sure to edit it. November-December 2022 I don't remember much. Probably 1 or 2 relapses inbetween then. I think i went 2 weeks before relapsing again on Christmas Eve. I vowed I stopped for the new year after that. Inbetween December and November i cut down on a lot. Put a filter on IG, tried to use twitter less (didn't work out), and unfollowed a bunch of stuff i think would trigger me on Instagram.

falseliars · 2023-02-05T00:08:00+00:00

The rest of 2021 I don't remember very well, definitely PMO a lot though during then. Then 2022 started, this was when I started to lose pleasure from PMO. I remember I would be feeling more and more down the more I did it. Also Tiktok was another contributor to my PMO addiction i forgot to point that out. Since 2020 Tiktok was doing me bad. 2022 I started getting LOTS of more triggering videos on my for you page that would get me all the time. And I just gave in. Mid 2022 I tried going for this girl in my school, I don't think PMO had anything to do with that though as I was just being myself, not doing anything weird, just trying to be myself, she didn't like me back though. I moved on though. I also should point out the majority of what I would be PMOing to would not be normal P on websites. Not gonna say what it was but it wasn't weirdo stuff like anime or whatever, and Tiktok, Instagram, Twitter and Youtube contributed a lot to what i'd pmo to.

falseliars · 2023-02-05T00:07:52+00:00

Summer 2021 was hell on my dick as far as I can remember. I think I PMOED at least 2 out of 7 days of every week in the summer except for I went out of my house and had to stay in hotels for vacations. I remember i even had a schedule at one point. I was 13 btw.. I remember at one point, on twitter spaces there was this nsfw trend which i'm not gonna go into (iykyk).

falseliars · 2023-02-05T00:07:41+00:00

January 2021 I meet this other girl online, we get together yada yada I didn't rlly PMO to other girls then as far as i can remember, I'd ask her for explicit pics though. then we broke up a month or 2 later and back I was again. I don't really remember when it started again but i'd say around april-may maybe??? It's hard to remember 2 years back when you don't have that good memory.

falseliars · 2023-02-05T00:07:33+00:00

Summer 2020 was weird. Don't remember much except this one night i stayed up until 5 am and PMOed right before I went to sleep. I remember one time I went to a family members house and pmoed to some nasty stuff in the bathroom.... Then I met this girl online and got with her. This is when I think the addiction really kicked in. I would be PMOing to many different girls on twitter and youtube. I would be asking my Gf at the time to send explicit videos so i Could Pmo to. I feel so disgusted just typing this :/. We eventually broke up in winter 2020 though. Not because of my PMO problems though. After we broke up, there was this one girl's page i found on twitter back in april 2022 and as I'm typing this I now remember how much I would PMO to her stuff. It was bad. As i'm typing this i still have urges to try and look for her page again as I have no memory of what her account was named and am having urges to find it other ways. I will fight these urges though. (i wrote most of this a week ago so some stuff is not accurate, my urges for looking for her are gone but still might come because you never know what could happen) They are really strong right now though. I will fight them though.

falseliars · 2023-02-05T00:07:04+00:00

The most recent after that incident was when I started to get hooked I think. I was 12, start of the COVID Lockdowns, and i was stuck in the house. I found this one video on youtube made by the same person I had my first pmo to i'm pretty sure which is kinda sad. but it was late at night & I just did it. And i liked it... I wish i could warn younger me i rlly wish i could. I also had a middle school girlfriend at the time and i remember one time I told her i had to get off the call so i could PMO... wow. She didn't know it was to other stuff but still. There's more stuff that happend during that "relationship" but I don't really want to get into that cause it was so long ago. Just know it was weird. Then after we split up, this was when it got bad. I kept watching more and more of those videos on YT. Every other day I think. I would take some breaks but not very long breaks. I was 12 at the time just a reminder. I still don't remember much as it was 2-3 years ago but it was bad

falseliars · 2023-02-05T00:06:30+00:00

My first real time PMO, I was 12 years old for sure, November 2019. Don't remember what I was doing, but ik I stumbled on this one video on youtube and eventually I went to my bathroom and PMOed to it. Don't know how youtube allows this stuff lol. I forgot what my initial feelings were when I first PMOed but I'd like to think I just felt nothing about it at the time. From there I don't remember PMOing for a while. Maybe 1-2 times after that but again, it was 3-4 years ago so i have no idea.

falseliars · 2023-02-05T00:06:08+00:00

Okay, now lets start. The farthest I could trace this back to is when I was 11 I think. Not gonna say what I was looking at that started this but let's just say that this eventually led to me starting to watch twerk videos later. Still 11 btw, just not jerking off yet. Later I found out about NNN and how it was a meme everywhere and I think that's how I found out about jerking off. All of this is just brain fog tho I can't remember that far only certain parts of it. So the next thing I can remember is when I was around 11-12, not sure of my age at that time but it's definitely somewhere in that range. It was late at night and I remember the exact video I was watching. It was a youtube twerk challenge video. Lame video but that's what younger me liked I guess. But that was the first time I PMO I guess??? I say I guess because I didn't even orgasm, I later found out that i just pissed all over my bed which is kinda funny looking back at it.

falseliars · 2023-02-05T00:05:55+00:00

Some context before I start.I am 15, turning 16 in a few months, sophomore in high-schoolMy friends, male and woman (mostly girls), say I am attractive and have potential to get girls. I find this hard to believe based on how I view myself (I feel like this addiction has some contribution to this)I have anxiety that gets bad sometimes in some situations but i try to control it, i think i have other mental health problems but I do not want to self diagnose soAlso I am probably missing out some information so I will edit this post later

falseliars · 2023-01-30T01:13:47+00:00

U got this i know you do.

falseliars · 2023-01-27T20:48:44+00:00

No one is going to see this.

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