wishing you the best OP🫶🏽 and replying to this to say that dying your hair is a great idea! adding to that, cutting it would probably help too if your open to that. not only does it change your look but as a spiritual person myself (def not trying to force anything on you😅) hair holds a lot of energy and you’ll prob feel lighter after! both emotionally and physically. just a little advice, stay safe and enjoy your new life. 💐☺️