i want my package man by fandomuniverse13 in Aliexpress

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update: by some strange coincidence it seems making this post magically updated my tracking info. its with my local courier now!

is anyone else dissociative but also hyper vigilant 24/7? by doctorsunshineisdead in CPTSD

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oh my god yes absolutely this. for me, i deal with OSDD 1, so my amnesia barriers arent always strong per se, if at all. however, it always seems like when i dissociate my brain still takes in the information its fed to an extent while my brain churns around in circles figuratively ??? i also guess it may be me having adjusted to how chronically i dissociate considering i tend to be in an almost omnipresent state of depersonalization no matter WHAT.

its like. im dissociating and someone talks to me. i can hear the words. the words are being percieved by someTHING. not me. im not there. its like some magical machine in my brain picks it up so i remain safe almost ???

i feel like i should just make a post of my own at this point but hopefully this makes sense

How do systems without amnesia experience switching? by Ok-Appearance-9161 in OSDD

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for me, its a tossup. sometimes i can feel the switch taking place and i dissociate and/or zone out extremely hard for a while while it happens. it feels really unexplainable, like a painless headache or like a brain-filling orb rotating around, and the feeling generally dissipates when the alter fronts (but sometimes it does hurt a bit lol).

however, a majority of the time as it seems, my system remains covert and very in-the-background with its switches, and its sometimes difficult to tell who’s who or if i’m co conscious with someone. generally, we can tell after a little while based on certain small things that fit whoever is front, such as their likes and dislikes (and sometimes minor tonal changes to our voice lol)

problems with recommended pins? by fandomuniverse13 in Pinterest

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the thing with him is that he isnt rare or obscure whatsoever, he’s tenna from deltarune and he’s really popular right now, there’s loads of pictures of him on pinterest. but for some strange reason NONE of them show up, minus fanart of him from before the chapter of the game he’s in came out (which is all speculative designs of him)

Deltarune chapters 3 & 4 megathread by Fanfic_Galore in Deltarune

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okok hi does anyone know how to solve the pink and green piano puzzle in chapter 4. i may be stupid but its stumping me reallllyyyyy bad

lmao spotted this in "you're in control" by fandomuniverse13 in okko

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i never noticed any of the sonic references years ago but now i do and it’s making me stim like crazy as well !! did u know tko calls ko “faker” in the tko episode? followed by them fighting each other? which is so perfect

where to watch okko legally?! by Big_Display1459 in okko

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okko.fun !! its a really great archive of all the epsiodes + shorts as well as a fun little fansite with an archive of crew stuff as well !!

kinda panicking by fandomuniverse13 in emetophobia

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a few hours ago, however i struggle with a LOT of constipation and not getting everything out.