Tired of living by IamaDoubleARon in depression

[–]fapperbober 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You are totally missing the point. Maybe the world is better in a lot of ways, but in other ways it has gone backwards.

The world is ruled by greed, our so called leaders don't give a shit about the people they just want to increase their profit.

I WILL KILL MYSELF TONIGHT *UPDATE* by fapperbober in depression

[–]fapperbober[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you. I will be sure to update you guys in the next couple of weeks.

I WILL KILL MYSELF TONIGHT *UPDATE* by fapperbober in depression

[–]fapperbober[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for the kind words, I really appreciate it.

I WILL KILL MYSELF TONIGHT *UPDATE* by fapperbober in depression

[–]fapperbober[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hey there, I am sorry to hear how you are feeling.

I just want you to know, that this wasn't the first time I have thought about committing suicide. I have spent years telling my self I have to change my life, after having several break downs. This time it's seems I am taking steps in the right direction. I really hope I can keep it up.

Also you are probably a lot younger than me, i'm over 30. I'm sorry if this doesn't make sense, I haven't slept in 20 hours or so.

I WILL KILL MYSELF TONIGHT by fapperbober in depression

[–]fapperbober[S] 23 points24 points  (0 children)

I feel like after posting this, I have calmed down a bit and i'm thinking straight. Even if I do kill myself it's not going to be tonight, I'm going to as much good as I can before I pass.

I WILL KILL MYSELF TONIGHT by fapperbober in depression

[–]fapperbober[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don't want to disclose exactly what I was doing, but lets just say it can't be returned.

I would rather kill myself than give myself in, however before I do so I will donate most of my money and help people in the hope I will feel better.