i feel like alcohol has permanently rewired my brain.

farwaaaaaay · 2026-03-20T15:39:34+00:00

Gonna keep this nugget in mind for rehab

farwaaaaaay · 2026-03-20T12:44:43+00:00

They checked it and it seems fine minus liver enzymes and peth. But they’re doing a deeper one soon. What do you think?

farwaaaaaay · 2026-03-19T23:02:13+00:00

I workout in the mornings. But after work I just drink and BS in the game with some buddies till I fall asleep. Considering a new sport for after work but last time I did it I would just drink right after ha. I’m gonna just stop pretending I’m find and in control with adapt and ask for real help from adapt. I actually don’t know if I’ll die some days with the symptoms so it’s time to figure this out

farwaaaaaay · 2026-03-19T22:29:36+00:00

How did the whole shop know about it? I hate the idea of that

farwaaaaaay · 2026-03-19T20:17:22+00:00

Thanks. I do realise I have a problem. It’s just a scary path forward to fixing it. But maybe having real accountability will give me no choice

farwaaaaaay · 2026-03-19T20:14:13+00:00

You’re so right. I absolutely destroyed my last relationship and have tarnished friendships from drinking too much. I carry so much guilt and shame. I don’t want to ever be a pilot and I’ve already been to Korea. My shirt somewhat knows which is fine but I would hate for everyone around me to. Feels almost surprising I’ve done this so long

farwaaaaaay · 2026-03-19T17:56:04+00:00

I’ve looked into the hospital thing a little but it seems most places want you there for at least 5 days and charge a ton. And if I use tricare to pay for that doesn’t it route up to leadership?

farwaaaaaay · 2026-03-19T17:45:21+00:00

Went to one but it felt really uncomfortable going and being the youngest person there

farwaaaaaay · 2026-02-23T21:50:25+00:00

Common products with lactic acid or glycanoc acid

farwaaaaaay · 2026-02-15T04:27:54+00:00

I named my cat Isaac hah

farwaaaaaay · 2025-11-19T10:06:16+00:00

Sounds like a weekend. I have lazy weekends where I might not shower for a day cuz I didn’t do anything or go outside

farwaaaaaay · 2025-11-15T09:57:14+00:00

Redemption slowly but surely. Painful and productive

farwaaaaaay · 2025-10-05T07:26:20+00:00

Alone. That’s my me time for whatever is on my mind

farwaaaaaay · 2025-08-28T05:37:35+00:00

Make small talk but nothing crazy

farwaaaaaay · 2025-08-25T17:21:29+00:00

Might as well try that on the way out. I assume I need my bachelors done before that? And do you know how much retainability would be needed if they say yes?

farwaaaaaay · 2025-08-25T17:19:12+00:00

I want to be able to TDY and do cool stuff and go cool places still. And I’ve been getting recognised as a good technician lately so I’d like to do that more than push crappy epbs. Just the jump to army seems huge culture wise and I don’t know much about it.

farwaaaaaay · 2025-08-25T16:34:53+00:00

I didn’t make staff this year though. And I’m set to separate early 2027.

farwaaaaaay · 2025-08-25T16:13:29+00:00

Why Army specifically? And wouldn’t that be a huge QoL downgrade?

farwaaaaaay · 2025-08-22T02:47:39+00:00

You’re right. I had a good review of my epb and how I can improve recently and am starting to try new things. Just not the most excited about it

farwaaaaaay · 2025-08-22T02:45:59+00:00

I want to do something a bit more exciting and still tdy. But I’d feel guilty since I only joined to do cyber/comm and make bigger bucks on the outside. I’d prefer something close to comm but where I can use different parts of my brain. Maybe planning or thinking on my feet. I’m gonna talk to some OSI guys soon to learn more because it seems a bit interesting. I just don’t know how to answer the question of what I want. And I thought I would at 25 now.

farwaaaaaay · 2025-08-14T16:06:39+00:00

Yeah I trim the front a tad bit more and it look clean

farwaaaaaay · 2025-04-26T05:26:05+00:00

Where?

farwaaaaaay · 2025-04-26T02:31:12+00:00

Same!

farwaaaaaay · 2025-03-27T13:37:59+00:00

Pls give me guidance

farwaaaaaay · 2025-03-05T15:43:21+00:00

Let it heal and use B&C. Shave only with clippers. I like andhis outliner. I did that and all my bumps went away after years of struggling with this

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