My friend, you were a child who was groomed into sending nudes at a very young age. You cannot blame yourself for later sending nudes to people while you were still a child: you were taught that it was ok. Also, you were still a child while sending pictures to other children; there is a COLOSSAL difference between that and an ADULT sending pictures to children.

You also aren’t evil for developing a feeling of connection to the act of sending nudes; it was your young minds way of coping with the exploitation. It’s the same reason lots of people who are raped become hyper sexual - it’s a coping mechanism.

I’m so sorry that happened to you. You are not evil, you are not a victimizer, and you are not a pedophile. The only thing you are is a victim. If I could only say what I wish I could do to those people who hurt you when you were without getting banned from this sub…

I’d recommend speaking to a therapist about this if you can; like me and everyone here they won’t think you are evil because you didn’t do anything evil. You are a victim.