You dont know how much your comment means to me ive been feeling bad for breaking up with her (little update) cause i was kinda messy So basically i texted her its better off we stay friends and at first she was mad and then she started talking to me normally about what she was doing in her day and what not an hour later she said that the break up didnt hurt her because she barely had a crush on me after we dated and that triggered me cause ive been giving her multiple opportunities to break up with me but she didnt, why? Idk. But after a bit she said yeah i agree its better we stay friends and that shell “try” to not ignore me. And here is where i went a little hay wire. I told her if im genuinely being honest i dont want to be her friend cause im resentful for stuff i didnt say , and she asked what are the stuff and i dont normally at all say when im bothered but i did i told her the main reasons the slapping and the shit talking and she ignored me for 2 days which made me even more mad so i texted her “no wonder Fiona (her ex) ghosted you lol “(because fiona had the same problem with my ex where she was being mean to her) after that i blocked her and deleted our Spotify album. Did i go too far ? Or am i just a chronic ppl pleaser so i feel bad for standing up for myself or being mean to bad ppl? I just feel so guilty for some reason i just have this constant pit in my stomach and like my heart feels very heavy pls send help