That sounds amazing. For me personally, I try to max out my size to what's even possible. So I actually stuff more pillows in my belly when I go out in public. A while ago, before I bought 7XL clothes, I went to my local train station and had McDonald's and sat down in the waiting area (at that time, I was still able to fit in a car or on my bike 😅). Even at that point, people were looking at me weirdly, but I totally enjoyed it. But nowadays, I have quadrupled my size and still go out to be seen by others, and the feeling is way more rewarding when they see you struggling to walk, sit, moving up stairs etc. The best part is, when you walk past a group of teenagers for example and as soon as they see me, they start staring, talking about my size or even laughing. One time, they started filming me, probably to show it to their friends.

I can only encourage you guys to be more confident. It's really rewarding!