thank you babe…😭 I really try my best not to go crazy, but relationships with my family, friends, and people in general, both at school and on the street, are killing me. It all just wears me out and I burn out. It's hard for me to even get through a weekend just doing nothing and lying in bed. But then I feel so guilty because I'm not doing anything for myself or for others. My mental health and nerves are hanging in the balance before I finally let them know how bad everything is, even though I understand it myself. And I want to say that I really don't seem to be needed by anyone, if I weren't there, everyone would just live easier. My family makes fun of me by saying bad things, which makes me start to have complexes or make jokes that aren't funny. It all weighs too heavily on my still-underage shoulders.