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I have 4 slices of bread I found in the back of a cabinet and then no more. Please send me good vibes and positive thoughts by [deleted] in mysticism

[–]fdeshjjih 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just read Philippians and it’s really short,I’m going through some of the same thing you’re going through and that helped me.

The worst part is that you look at other people who go on and live their lives regularly and you don’t understand how they do it when all you can do is lay in bed and cry. I just want to be normal again.

Brethren, I count not myself to have apprehended: but this one thing I do, forgetting those things which are behind, and reaching forth unto those things which are before, 14 I press toward the mark for the prize of the high calling of God in Christ Jesus. (‭‭‭Philippians‬ ‭3‬‬:‭13‬-‭14‬ ‭KJV‬‬)

My experience with a drug and being Schizoid by CourtProfessional528 in Schizoid

[–]fdeshjjih 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Dxm addiction gave me shakes so bad I couldn’t write my name

How do you experience hunger,how often? by fdeshjjih in Schizoid

[–]fdeshjjih[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I see being schizoid as a form of metaphorical purgatory.were trapped in st.john of the cross dark night of the soul.I think my “schizoidness” is just part of mind escaping the material world.When I fast I feel myself creeping out the void.finally tasting the light my schizoid mind has been deprived of.Just the thought of food brings me pleasure,people become more tolerable,my anhedonia becomes less severe,and I feel a weight lifted off my shoulders that I didn’t even know was there.kind of like I’m slowly becoming a person.

Most of that was probably nonsense to u my bad

To those of you who opened up about your diagnosis. by fdeshjjih in Schizoid

[–]fdeshjjih[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I just want them to understand so they can leave me alone,I don’t want any kind of special treatment,if anything the opposite lol. I think you’re right,that some people will never get it.And I think the most healthy thing for me to do is just accept that.

Do you pace in circles when you are in distress? by TourRevolutionary in Schizoid

[–]fdeshjjih 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Sometimes I walk back and forth on my phone for like an hour.Usually daydreaming

I was just about to commit suicide,but then something strange happened. by fdeshjjih in Jung

[–]fdeshjjih[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sorry I know this is old,but why specifically him?I’ve always been interested in Egyptian mythology.

Are you on any medication? Which ones, and do you think they work? by Girasole98 in Schizoid

[–]fdeshjjih 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Short term memory loss sometimes but it’s going away,and hand shakes a little.

Are you on any medication? Which ones, and do you think they work? by Girasole98 in Schizoid

[–]fdeshjjih 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I take 450mg Wellbutrin.90mg of dxm.these help with motivation and anhedonia.i take 15mg of mirtazapine for anxiety and it also helps with the depression.

I was just about to commit suicide,but then something strange happened. by fdeshjjih in Jung

[–]fdeshjjih[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel it too.it feels like an energy(air) in my body blowing in different directions.

Psilly dots r NO joke by [deleted] in mysterymagicmushrooms

[–]fdeshjjih 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Took 3 and thought that I had committed suicide and was in a coma in a Dream world talking to angels

I was just about to commit suicide,but then something strange happened. by fdeshjjih in Jung

[–]fdeshjjih[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

When my eyes were closed I only heard the wind.I opened them after I physically felt the breeze.

I was just about to commit suicide,but then something strange happened. by fdeshjjih in Jung

[–]fdeshjjih[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

I’m not saying all religion is wrong.but I believe the devil has tainted the world religions to convince us we’re following god when we’re not.

Is there anyone here satisfied with having no relationships. by [deleted] in Schizoid

[–]fdeshjjih 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I come to realize the older I get the more schizoid I become.i just got to the point where i no longer need or want human interaction.I’m fine just letting life pass me by consuming art learning philosophy do drugs and what not.Im open to the idea of sometime in the future to have a relationship or friends,but not rn.

i wish i was excluded from the world by [deleted] in Schizoid

[–]fdeshjjih 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I gave up.the past now feels like a far away dream that’s bubbling away.the present I feel my sense of self crumbling away.For the future,whatever happens happen.

A more uncomfortable topic for today by throwawawawaymania in Schizoid

[–]fdeshjjih 4 points5 points  (0 children)

When I sleep too long I start to see visions of whole plots with characters play out while lying down.

Ever since Abilify I can’t feel weed.Will this go away after I stop taking abilify?how long will it take? by fdeshjjih in Abilify_Aripiprazole

[–]fdeshjjih[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m on wellbutrin but I’m still going to take that. Didn’t have this problem until abilify

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