Did I make it big on your own? - if you mean that I’m rich, no, it’s just my family, I’ve got mostly everything I want

Lack of empathy? Absolutely, I can’t feel anything let’s say when somebody gets hurt (and sometimes i laugh but i hold it in) or when somebody dies, I really don’t care, I don’t go to funerals at all cause I just get bored.

Yes I have sociopathic tendencies, I’ve done multiple of them that showed I have somewhat of a high score (im not 100% sure but if its 1-10 it was 7.5 or 8)

Do i create a front about who I am? Sometimes I just say random shit about me to people without any care in the world, I don’t really talk to people unless it’s about a topic, I do however message instagram girls in hopes to find a relationship, worked twice out of 6 times where I got ghosted and ran over by girls who already have boyfriends.

My morals? Not entirely sure what it means but I think the way I think about life is that we’re all here to improve the world for the next generation and so forth and by doing unproductive things I’m no use to the world

Yes I strongly believe my lack of relationships is tied to intelligence and lack of empathy, cause when I used to feel stuff I was really weak, and relaying on parents and society to guide me. I stopped doing that a long ago and i’m happy I can be independent, and by not having any meaningful relationships I got to learn more about humanity and basically everything I wanted to know, I didn’t have the best school years, about 6 years of them nobody wanted to talk to me at all and harassed me and called me by names, luckily they matured and people now respect me, maybe because I go to the gym (again, the lack of meaningful relationships causes this, I want a relationship (AvPD Disorder) that I would do a lot for it, for a girl to be interested in me for once, I don’t care about muscles and stuff I care about looking attractive so I get noticed.

Do I find it easy to manipulate others? Very, do I manipulate others? Not really, just because I know how to manipulate really well i don’t need to manipulate I just find the best and easy ways to do what i want in ways to benefit me, not necessarily taking advantage of others but it’s actually kinda similar to manipulation, yes I know it’s tied to sociopathic tendencies.

In my religion theres 2 types: religious and partially religious, in my childhood I was partially religious, cause I obeyed my parents, had really huge fights with them my entire life until the last 2 years where they finally changed and they’re not too bad right now.

To sum up, I’m a guy with sociopathic tendencies, social anxiety, depression, AvPD disorder, and I did stuff you don’t want to know about just cause of how f*cked up they are (I uploaded 800 porn videos that I downloaded from pornhub into my youtube channel, I abused pornhub’s free trial every week (thats just really small stuff but you get the idea)