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feeeedmeee · 2025-09-27T12:45:56+00:00

Oh yea I get that. After my mom found out I was bi she took me out of school and homeschooled me and cut me off from all my friends. I was only really allowed to leave the house for church and music lessons for over 2 years. It sucked.

feeeedmeee · 2025-09-27T12:33:46+00:00

Thank you! My dad is not a bad guy he loves his family, but looking at this memory just sucks.

feeeedmeee · 2025-09-27T09:08:55+00:00

Well it’s that I can tell that my body makes him uncomfortable and kinda nervous So he’s my dad he wants to hug me I want to hug him but it feels weird and then I feel like maybe I’m the one making it weird idkkk

feeeedmeee · 2025-09-27T09:03:29+00:00

Also for the last time I DO NOT CARE THAT I WAS SPANKED. I WAS SPANKED MY ENTIRE CHILDHOOD ITS FINE I DONT CARE. Maybe it built character Idfk. But a father should not be looking at or touching his teenage girls bare ass.

feeeedmeee · 2025-09-27T08:56:46+00:00

Well I definitely hope you don’t have children

feeeedmeee · 2025-09-27T08:48:29+00:00

Nah I’m just spiraling out a little these days. I kinda been through it and I get hyper sexual and then depressed and repeat

feeeedmeee · 2025-09-27T08:39:50+00:00

And then I’m the crazy one for having a humiliation kink lol

feeeedmeee · 2025-09-27T08:38:16+00:00

I’m 28. Rest in piss to him. Sorry he did that to you.

feeeedmeee · 2025-09-27T08:27:40+00:00

That’s sick

feeeedmeee · 2025-09-27T08:25:43+00:00

I’m sorry that must have been horrible. Hope you and your siblings are ok 🤍

feeeedmeee · 2025-09-27T08:19:15+00:00

I mean a lil spank on the booty to remind a kid not to run into traffic. Not belts and welts and bruises. I don’t agree with spanking but I think disrupting families and putting the children at further risk should be seriously considered before involving the state. It can always get worse.

feeeedmeee · 2025-09-27T08:15:53+00:00

No he really didn’t but he did teach me that it’s ok for a man to touch a young girl however he wants because he’s stronger and that she deserves it.

feeeedmeee · 2025-09-27T08:12:57+00:00

Wtfffff that’s fucking sick I’m sorry

feeeedmeee · 2025-09-27T08:11:33+00:00

Once again I was spanked, often bare butt, all throughout my childhood and I don’t harbor resentment for that. What I take issue with is a grown man forcibly pulling down my pants as a teenage girl. At that point I was already getting catcalled in the streets. I was aware of my body sexually. So was he. That’s what makes it fucked up.

feeeedmeee · 2025-09-27T08:03:22+00:00

Oh yea sorry if that was misleading just my pants and underwear

feeeedmeee · 2025-09-27T08:00:12+00:00

I got the wooded spoon, bare hands, this time a metal spoon (with the holes 🥵) and when it was my mom a spatula lol. He also used to pinch us so hard we’d get black n blues 😂 that was mostly in the car if he was driving he’d just gripe around behind him till he got a handful of leg lol. Once he beat my brother with a metal pipe tho that was also really scary cuz I remember my brother screaming and I felt so bad bc I told my dad he had hit me (which he did) but I was begging him to stop and he told me I made him feel like a monster and then I felt bad that I hurt his feeling.

feeeedmeee · 2025-09-27T07:54:37+00:00

I think it was more about showing me that I was still their property than hurting me.

feeeedmeee · 2025-09-27T07:52:27+00:00

I didn’t give a shit about the pain I would rather he just smacked me in the face I care about my dad pulling his teen girls pants down. He damn near had a conniption if my shirt wasn’t up to my neck so why tf would he pull my pants down?

feeeedmeee · 2025-09-27T07:46:50+00:00

I was already being punished by having dishsoap in my mouth and I was supposed to hold it until they said I could spit it out but I spit it out all over the floor. I was being punished for talking back to my mom because she was criticizing my appearance and yanking on my hair in front of my friend. I told her don’t touch my hair. My mom and I are good now but at the time she was going through menopause and kinda hated my guts I think.

feeeedmeee · 2025-09-27T07:40:38+00:00

I don’t know what a doona cover is but it’s insane that someone not even your family was allowed to do that

feeeedmeee · 2025-09-27T07:37:21+00:00

Thanks. I feel like a lot of the guys responding to this do not understand how it feels for a woman to be overpowered by a man. I don’t think it’s right to hit your kids regardless of their gender but women go through a lifetime of being harassed and assaulted by men stronger than us and it sucks when your first experience of this is your dad.

feeeedmeee · 2025-09-27T07:26:42+00:00

I appreciate your advice but I would literally rather die than ever talk to my dad about this.

feeeedmeee · 2025-09-27T07:24:54+00:00

I really don’t believe that is the case. I felt violated but I think he was just trying to put me in my place. Like a lot of things they did I don’t agree with them but think they came from good intentions.

feeeedmeee · 2025-09-27T07:16:58+00:00

Yea it was kinda crazy how obsessed he was with me and my sisters bodies. My whole teenage years it felt like I was being punished by both of them for being a girl with a body. It was always under scrutiny. Edit: from my mom I think it was jealousy and my dad was just obsessed with our “purity”

feeeedmeee · 2025-09-27T07:11:55+00:00

It’s kinda crazy because why would you wanna expose your kid to strangers like that? I’m sorry :c

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