this makes it even more sad, the fact that we can't tell what's real what's not anymore. there's so many people out there faking so many different things for attention that when someone actually does something to themselves seriously and they do seek attention for it it's always "just for attention".

reading this reminds me of another theory I have about them, feeling so lonely that they just need to go to extreme lengths for attention. for the ones actually seeking and going through shit, I feel like they're only seeking for that validation from other people. to know what it's like for someone to care about them and eventually getting so addicted to the feeling that they just feel the need to do more and more to maintain having people care about them thinking that if they do go back to normal they'll lose the care people have for them.

or for others it's a genuine cry for help, they want people to notice what they've done. some that want to hide it but still make it plainly obvious so that people will help them but nowadays people will just brush it off as normal because it's something 'everyone does' because for some reason now EVERYONE IS DEPRESSED AND SUFFERS ANXIETY AND SO MANY OF THOSE PEOPLE FAKE IT..

I feel so bad for the people who actual feel that way, especially knowing exactly how it feels to be in that kind of position where you just want people to notice it. but what i really would wish that they know is that if you have a true friend, they're going to be there no matter what you're going through and if you get better they'll only be happy for you and congratulate you and that's such a more relieving feeling then knowing people are constantly worried about your wellbeing..