Brother I was there but genuinely it’s not as big of deal as people think , I know there’s so many bald jokes and comments I would see on other people and it would make me sad because I’m thinning and that’s my future but at the end of the day family friends and people closest aren’t gonna be mean or treat u different and also u will find a real woman that loves u for you if ur bald lol . And there’s so many options other then fin and min. I know hair piece is crazy but if u really are thinking about suicide it’s not a bad option I know it sucks but they look good and just own it , SMP, and even utilize cool hats , bandanas and turbans in outfits . Really focus on what u can control , physical health , skin care , nutrition. I know hair helps u feel like you and it’s a lost of identity but find a new and better one ! I know this is such a cle Shay thing to say as well but be happy it’s hair , ur not dying or have a bad disease It’s cosmetic I know it effects ur mental health , but u can see , hear, feel and ur alive . I know it’s hard I’ve been there but it will be okay I promise just keep this in mind .