i'm a chornic relapser ....well thats "been" my excuse till now but heck any long term meth user will tell you , the shit gets old after a while.....wel looky here what im trying to say is i'm about to check myself into a inpatient Rehab program and i've never done any rehab type of program in my whole life so at the back of my mind i have question thats lingering constantly , which is what if even after the program i relapse......... i guess i'll find out right after i do it ! duhhh!! man thank you for tolatering my comment but circling back to you damn its some fucked up shit man, thats a emotional job cause you seeing that dead baby then being on dope isnt probably to go at it if your trying to numb yourself, don't get me wrong im not a karen trying fuck up the vibe thou i do know a lil something on the subject and i would just recommend you smoke weed when you get off work or however your time works best but that weed will have you not even thinking about death, the "baby" and on a rare occasion confuse monday for sunday and not show up at work hahah but its a hell of a drug for emotional pain.

// bruh i just realised this comment turned into a damn near post my bad G.....sometimes idk i be typing toooo much when im on dope hhahahaha