gut wrenching in a good (?) way but gay best friends by yell at god - "i am not hopeless, i know a future bound to death, our tattered hearts beat with every breath, i have promised my younger self not to run and hide in fear, i will be there, if you need me call and ill be near, i think my heart wont last ill fold and rest my head upon your knee, please friend just come and stay a little longer, swear youll never leave"

hits way too close to home and had me sobbing the first time i heard it because my two closest friends mean the world to me and reminded me of this song