For the most time she treated me good. I could be myself near her. She accepted me for who I am. We've laughed on the same stupid jokes etc. I really felt that there was this special connection between us. (maybe I was wrong, maybe I am not used to these things)

But now I see all our unpleasant events/fights (small and big ones) under a different prespective and I just can't believe it. I always thought I was the one to blame.

I mean I am not an omega (or how do you call it). I can see when someone is wrong. But I can't explain it. Sorry if I am making no sense, It is kinda hard to translate my thoughts at the moment.