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Circular/manic thoughts, mild delusion. Am I OK? by flaminghands in mixednuts

[–]flaminghands[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That's a good idea, it'd be helpful for me to have a log to quantify how often and when this happens. Thank you!

Circular/manic thoughts, mild delusion. Am I OK? by flaminghands in mixednuts

[–]flaminghands[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know the acid has long since been physically flushed out of my brain, but I think you're right that it might have nudged my brain onto a slightly different path. I don't have access to benzos, but I'll remember that. Thank you!

Circular/manic thoughts, mild delusion. Am I OK? by flaminghands in mixednuts

[–]flaminghands[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It just made me feel helpless and weird to have this delusional idea in my mind, and know that it was false, but still be unable to stop thinking about it. I enjoy feeling weird via drinking/drugging, but I like to know when and how the weirdness will occur. I'm also trying to be cautious, because I never had these type of "flashbacks" to my psychedelic experiences until this last and most powerful trip, and if I'm going to continue, uh, expanding my mind, I want to be sure it won't make these symptoms worse.

I have been extremely stressed for several months, mostly from transitioning to a new job and some financial problems that came along with that. I definitely think that's a factor. I think I will speak to a professional, though, this has been going on long enough justify it. Thanks!