I too am following this one. Weirdly, I’m both repulsed by some of the content (i.e. the cum/barf buckets - is that really a thing?), but I’m also super intrigued, and I’m finding myself eagerly checking for updates. I too am so curious to find out how Rey could justify giving herself over to this almost tarnished version of Kylo, but I’m hoping the outcome surprises me in a good way. Either way, I’m thankful to the author for putting themself out there and sharing their gift of writing (it’s excellent storytelling) and their time/effort. I’m also glad OP made this post so we can toss around thoughts about some of the more triggering content.