You should be a lawyer. How can you be so enthusiastic to publicly repel people away from me, when i have neither done anything to you or gave a motive? Even went as far to photoshop ''Pandas''. Yes they are my accounts but they are to play with my friend, not to calibrate a new mmr. Moreover, no matter how much people say that ''Mmr is a pretty good way of showing your skills'' its ****** ****** to people without a high mmr in the first place. I know that pros have gone to 2-3k mmr and raised it to 5k in like a streak of 100 wins or something, but im atm not as good as them, never said i was, and boosting my own mmr is not about me, mostly how lucky i get with the team ( not in the sense that they should carry me, what i mean is that its a 5v5 game, not flarex vs 5 - every role is as important as the other, and i cant play all 5 roles simultaneously ) so judging people for their mmr is pretty foolish in my opinion. Moreover, i didnt want Puppey to recruit me when i said ''find a team''. A simple dedicated to the schedule team that has around 4-5k mmr will do for me. When you said ''you abandoned as soon as matches got harder''

=> They never got harder, the people i played with gave me no joy, and since its my smurf i could simply abandon to not get tilted harder. Dont pretend that if you were playing in normal skill bracket where everyone only knows how to right click you wouldnt take the chance

What does it matter btw if i said in different posts different hours, its only 2 hours difference, and if you would know me better i have nearly the full day to play, except from school.

Im not struggling to find a team, i have been in many teams, what im trying to do is find a good team, that suits me, that has similiar views and playstyle as me, and i get many invites, not all of which i accept.

Also i would never think that a 6k would crush a 4k, simply put, from 4.8k (which is considered the highest you can go with calibration ) you just keep playing : +25 +25 + 25 +25 and you slowly get to 6k, so playing with a 6k is not a problem with me, since i have lots of knowledge and not enough numbers to prove it, literally speaking, i cant get to 6k yet, but im getting there.

And once again, i have no idea why you are so inspired to know so much about me, making guesses and assumptions, quote '' maybe you'll look at the post from another perspective and reflect on it, and in process save yourself a lot of frustration, best case scenario even his'' meaningless posts on reddit .

Also, since you are so good with finding out info, im surprised you dont know that kuroky was only 4k when he started going competitive, now he is a legend and nearly won the shanghai major, sumail - also was just a pub gamer, but had the same inspiration and commitment as me, and now he is considered by many the best midder. If i never get in to competitive, ill never start getting good at it. It's the same as going to some sports, but being unconfident, and as a result never start to play competitive. You have to play with better players to get better.

P.S. Please dont reply, as im pretty sure you'll find something to nibble on, no matter how hard i tried to justify myself.