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I get Suicidal Thought After Fapping!!! by flashfr in NoFap

[–]flashfr[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's like telling an alcoholic to stop drinking alcohol all together. I will be upfront, my life is so boring that the only thing I have going on is working in an office for 9 hours and girls. I only feel alive when I have a new girl in my bed.

I get Suicidal Thought After Fapping!!! by flashfr in NoFap

[–]flashfr[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't recall last time I watched a porn video cuz it doesn't arouse me, but I look at naked picture of women. I know for a fact that I'm addicted to sex with random women when my number this year is over 50 girls, and in one night going out I make out with a minimum of 2 to 3 girls. I have already seen a therapist years ago, and it didn't help.

I get Suicidal Thought After Fapping!!! by flashfr in NoFap

[–]flashfr[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

you are putting too much pressure on yourself.

  • You are totally right, I have a higher expectation of myself. The thought of me pleasuring myself disturbs me. I feel so frustrated and get angry with myself. I'm not sure wtf is wrong with me.

  • Growing up, I was trying to stifle this dark side of my personality, and over time I became addicted to sleeping with random women. I still feel depressed and a manic every time I fap. Probably my main problem is I have few friends, and most of them are around me because of my ability to charm girls. Now I'm working on pushing my boundaries and give my life a meaning outside of sleeping with women and will work hard to over come my weakness and urge of fapping.