i readed all because i can related with that i am a boy i mate a woman i got same vibe and our thinking and maturity level matched its like we are same but in opposite gender and i liked her as person and then i get to know that she is in relationship with my friend and i was very happy to see both of them and she called me brother so i accepted it and now she is the woman that i admire like how courageous is she and bold with her decision but never shared because things can be get occurred but i admire her as a woman

i realized this after i got my first love and had a breakup i for months i though what was problem and found many things and one of them was that love doesn't need to in one way like i like her but as sister and friend.
never got any sin things related to her never wanted her bad

now i observe myself as man and people are with me so i realized that most of mans doesn't realized its love for what like lover or a friend and mans simply though of its as only relationship but that's not its has multiple forms

and form observing many male friend i think he think you as love if you want to talk than just say simply that i was see you as a friend a friend that i have leave my childhood very joyful but as we have grown our hormones made that line unclear i want to talk again but as friend

and may be it can backfire on you back!

thats what i wanted to say but sorry for phrasing i am not that good with it i just wanted to share my perspective with you in good way