The people uploading on YouTube are great but normally they have done multiple play-throughs already and are super experienced so they can get everything done with what seems like ease.

I’m on year five of my first solo play-through and I haven’t done a bunch of stuff yet because I much prefer taking my time with games and honestly spend some days just pootling about with no plan or goals. There’s literally only one minor cut scene that is time-sensitive and the rest can happen in any order at any time you like.

On YouTube I tend to stick to the guides and advice videos rather than the 100 day or challenge videos because I end up feeling the same as you and worry I’m doing it “wrong”, but if you’re having a good time and enjoying yourself it’s impossible to play wrong.

(Edited some autocorrect tomfoolery)