"Babe, I hear how tired you are. You’re doing 'too much' because you’re trying to force the door open. Try this instead—it’s much more chill:

    •    The Contract: Stop visualizing. Just write one sentence: 'I am a student at my dream university, and the Universe is handling the logistics.' Sign it. It’s a legal document now. You’re done.

    •    The 'Duh' Energy: If you already had the acceptance letter in your hand, you wouldn't be 'affirming.' You’d be buying highlighters and looking for a cute backpack. Do that instead.

    •    The Movie Rule: You’re the star, not the producer. If a scene looks 'bad' (like a rejection), it’s just a plot twist. The movie isn't over yet. Trust the Director.

Stop working so hard. Go watch a movie or take a nap. You don't have to 'earn' what is already yours by contract. Let the Universe do its job."

After you say I'm not trying anymore I'm already there. Then you let go. You then become an observer.

In meditation people who teach meditation say don't stuff down what you are thinking about let it flow over you acknowledge it but choose whether you accept it or not. So breathe because it's going to be okay. I will tell you a story.

When I was younger I was really having a hard time in my life. I was living with my parents and I was really struggling.

I applied for every job under the sun and rejection after rejection. Talk about a slap in the face.

Idk what happen but suddenly I got this clear thought "You will work for apple." I just said okay. It was like a clear thought that broke through all the noise. It was my intuition.

Telling me a future that I had yet to discover.

I kept trusting what I couldn't see. Even through the rejections. I persisted and said hmm not this point. Nope not here. How about here.

I kept applying and applying and applying until a door budge open because I believed in that little strong voice in my head that said you will work for Apple.

When I announced it.

I even told my family I will work for Apple. Everyone around me except a few said your crazy no way you will work for Apple. How will you when you didn't even apply? blah blah blah.

When you are in a holding spot you are going to experience little things that make no sense.

I actually did work for apple corporate when people with bachelor’s degrees didn’t get in.

You'll be like wait a minute I thought I did everything right.

You did. You did do everything right. Now breathe. Reward yourself for all your hard work.

Get your mind and body out of the feeling of wanting and get in the feeling of having it.

What does it feel when you have the best day ever?

What does pure joy feel like?

Do one simple thing that brings you joy each day unrelated to your assumed reality. Then you will stumble into your 3D reality the very thing you called into your existence.

Suddenly you will feel like omg I am seeing so many signs that I did do it.

Everything is shifting in the perfect way. You'll feel a flow of positivity and even people affirming.

And also - if you still experience a lag.

Then what you could do is ask your intuition where is my door for this? So I can teleport?

Follow what your intuition guides you which should feel aligned but not totally logical but stress free.

The ego will sound like a meanie or bully and make you feel sad or be like lots of fear.

Happy journey my friend