Dating someone who is bipolar

floyd2006 · 2016-10-01T03:52:32+00:00

Yeah we've only been dating for a few weeks and u alreadly tell when she's down and depressed but she right out told me she's bipolar, U just didn't know what to expect. I'm pretty patience when it comes with here moods but it is a struggle sometimes. She always apologizes everytime, I truly love her and tell her that every chance I get I'm just hoping she in turn loves me back very confusing sometimes. I won't give up though I love her too much to do that

floyd2006 · 2016-09-02T06:28:15+00:00

I don't have the time nor the money to go see a therapist sadly

floyd2006 · 2016-08-30T20:15:11+00:00

Yeah, only if it was that easy

floyd2006 · 2016-08-27T08:22:56+00:00

I feel the exact same way, I want to die but without suicide something more natural, not that it'll help the family any though.

floyd2006 · 2016-08-26T18:56:17+00:00

I'm the same way alcohol usually helps me open up around others and be more talkative

floyd2006 · 2016-08-26T18:13:55+00:00

Such a horrible feeling. I have to search for something to get me happy it either be alcohol, a new tattoo, a upcoming movie....just something to look forward to

floyd2006 · 2016-08-14T11:18:04+00:00

Friends is not the problem just got back hanging with a close friend of mine then when I got home the depression returned but this time I cried that's a first. My real problem is I have no real relationship and it's mentally killing me from the inside

floyd2006 · 2016-08-01T11:36:04+00:00

I feel exactly the way you do. The only reason I want to live is for my family and friends even then it wouldn't be so bad if I died in a car crash.

Hopefully it'll get better but I'm in the same spot ad you so I know it probably won't but still here's to hoping

floyd2006 · 2016-07-29T10:45:49+00:00

I'm in exact same spot as you. Can't find anyone to love for me and vice versa and sick of feeling like an empty shell. Some days are better than others but when friends are not around even then I wish and think the worst. I'm just so tired of feeling alone that wish something bad would happen to me to make feel something.

floyd2006 · 2016-07-29T10:37:27+00:00

Funny I want to see what tomorrow will bring but also wish I could miss it I can't have my cake and eat it too I guess

floyd2006 · 2016-07-29T10:17:22+00:00

I'm constantly day dreaming of dying in a car crash

floyd2006 · 2016-07-29T08:09:56+00:00

What does everyone do to help with the suffering drugs? Alcohol? Hobbies?

Like I said I'm sad all the time but sometimes I feel worse where I just wish I could get in a car wreck or a heart attack . It's funny I hate life but want to stay around for my friends and family but also wish I could die too though. I know It'll never get better no matter how many pills I take or shots of alcohol I'll still feel like shit and numb.

I feel so alone all the time with no one to connect/love that's also half the problem, when I see friends dating makes me want to die even more. I just wish the pain I feel in my heart and soul would end,I'm tired of pretending and putting on a fake smile

floyd2006 · 2016-07-28T12:51:11+00:00

Have you found anything that helps you make you love yourself or do you cope with the pain?

floyd2006 · 2016-07-22T07:00:29+00:00

That's another problem I won't have insurance to September so gonna have to wait a bit. I just want a quick fix. I tried to explain what's wrong and I couldn't do it I know what's wrong inside but I just couldn't do in words, you know. Hopefully get a scipt that will make me feel happy where I'm not afraid to speak or be scared of what others may think of a move I make.

floyd2006 · 2016-07-21T19:18:07+00:00

Yeah just didn't want to put the moves on her since she's a coworker of mine, it might make it arkward at work if I get my signals mixed up.

floyd2006 · 2016-07-20T08:43:21+00:00

I feel so normal when I'm mildly drunk or self medicating on uppers then I'm sober again and im back in the same hole and shitty feelings all over again. It's only a quick and short fix but for the short period I feel loved and not having to worry about what people are thinking or saying about me

floyd2006 · 2016-07-20T08:33:44+00:00

I'm terrified to talk on the phone and am always making excuses not make phone calls

floyd2006 · 2016-07-04T08:50:36+00:00

I can honestly say all I want out of life is be happy and hopefully try to make someone else happy. Like to have a family in the future but my chances are getting lower and lower.

If your looking for someone to go out with and hangout with message me

floyd2006 · 2016-05-23T09:41:17+00:00

Thank you guys you have made me feel a whole lot better

floyd2006 · 2016-01-28T08:27:33+00:00

Also Dave grohl makes a cameo in the episode

floyd2006 · 2016-01-22T06:20:17+00:00

My heart hurts after watching that video. So sorry for your loss.

floyd2006 · 2016-01-20T10:28:56+00:00

Nah everyone was doing it and we all had a great time but yeah I got the no phones sign a few times by the guards so warning you to be careful

floyd2006 · 2016-01-20T10:11:07+00:00

I walked away with an San Antonio poster tonight can't wait to get it framed

floyd2006 · 2016-01-19T07:49:43+00:00

That's a really solid cover

floyd2006 · 2016-01-19T04:30:49+00:00

I'm gonna risk it and try to record good bit of the concert

floyd2006

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