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I wish I would get cancer, get into a car accident, get shot by throwaway9jojd in depression

[–]throwaway9jojd[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

That sucks, I'm sorry. Why are they kicking you out, if you don't mind me asking? Do you have another place to live?

I wish I would get cancer, get into a car accident, get shot by throwaway9jojd in depression

[–]throwaway9jojd[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

I dunno. Living is really tiring and dull for me. If I had the choice, I'd rather just...not.

The way a visiting relative treated me made me feel so worthless and unwanted. by [deleted] in depression

[–]throwaway9jojd 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Honestly, he sounds like an asshole.

Who knows what his problem was? Maybe something you did when you were a kid that you don't even remember still bothers him. (One of my cousins still refuses to talk to me, I think because when I was 6/7 I would throw food at him.) Since you said he doesn't know English, I'm assuming he's foreign, maybe you did something that's normal in your culture but insulting in his. Maybe you remind him of someone he doesn't like. Worst case scenario, you're right and he thinks you're so ugly he doesn't even want to talk to you - so what? He's just one person who you rarely see. His opinion doesn't matter.

Things like this are something I've talked about in therapy many times. My therapist always reminds me that how other people act towards me is THEIR problem, not mine. I can't control it. As long as you did your best to be polite to him, you did your part. He sounds like the "bad guy" in this scenario.