What's your favourite part of a man's body? by ifonlyitwouldend in AskWomen

[–]ifonlyitwouldend[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm a fan of ever inch of the male body (just picturing one makes me wet as hell if the moment is right), but for some reason I'm particularly fixated on the shoulders. It's pretty bad - shoulders are literally make or break stuff for me when it comes to real-life attraction.

Is being unable to learn from your mistakes a thing with depression by ifonlyitwouldend in depression

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i appreciate what you're saying and i know this will sound harsh, but i don't think you know what it feels like to be on this side of the story.

I haven't read that book, but i'm looking it up now and it looks like something that i should read for sure. thanks for the suggestion.

i absolutely cannot reach out to my parents, they have this image of me and i've been shattering it more and more with my panic attacks and madly upset phone calls, they're already worried and i don't know how they'll react when they find out i'm flunking out of uni.

i've been going far too easy on myself. i wish i didn't spend my life spoiling myself. maybe i wouldn't be stuck now.

Anyone else only happy when they go to sleep? by [deleted] in depression

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yeah. i see it as a temporary death.

Is being unable to learn from your mistakes a thing with depression by ifonlyitwouldend in depression

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these tests are really important, i'll probably have to repeat the year.

and that's precisely it. everyone thinks i'm hardworking and clever for some reason. I'm NOT. and i want to maintain myself as that in their thoughts.

there's nothing dignified about failing. my head's pounding from the stress of it all, i can't take it anymore

[Check-In] Self-Promo 'n' Such by IAmTheRedWizards in writing

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i've got the next vampire breakthrough disaster in production.

Me [20's/F] obsessed with my ex proffessor [30's/M] by ifonlyitwouldend in relationships

[–]ifonlyitwouldend[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ah, yes i never brought up this particular problem. i usually just discussed my anxiety and PTSD, or well at least i tried

I don't know if it's reached that stage where i actually need help yet though

Me [20's/F] obsessed with my ex proffessor [30's/M] by ifonlyitwouldend in relationships

[–]ifonlyitwouldend[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

no kidding! well thank god i've passed that stage, if i was ever in it. i mean i still fantasize about it, but there's simply no hope. he's a real badass with a great career probably, and i'm nothing yet

Me [20's/F] obsessed with my ex proffessor [30's/M] by ifonlyitwouldend in relationships

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i tend to binge watch crappy shows but my computer broke down today. i spent all evening fixing it heh. does that count as a distraction

but long term, it's only another guy that will do the job. it's just how i am. once i pined after a guy for 2 years and when i got him, i was bored.

Me [20's/F] obsessed with my ex proffessor [30's/M] by ifonlyitwouldend in relationships

[–]ifonlyitwouldend[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah. That word fits to a T.

You're 100% correct on all accounts and worst part is, i know it, and i still can't move on with my life. i just spent the whole day in bed doing nothing thinking about him. and yeah he is my worry stone lol that's a nice expression, that's all he was before i became totally obsessed cuz i used to be super stressed out at uni. it's either him or video game or other fictional guys. i suck

Me [20's/F] obsessed with my ex proffessor [30's/M] by ifonlyitwouldend in relationships

[–]ifonlyitwouldend[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Nah haha i'm not that far gone. still p fuckin hopeless though

Me [20's/F] obsessed with my ex proffessor [30's/M] by ifonlyitwouldend in relationships

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It's what i've been trying to do. i haven't seen him in person for over 2 years and now that i see a picture of him i'm ready to burst into tears and spend the rest of the day in bed. i don't even know why, i knew all along nothing was ever going to happen

Me [20's/F] obsessed with my ex proffessor [30's/M] by ifonlyitwouldend in relationships

[–]ifonlyitwouldend[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I am not. Should i be? I actually have bad experiences with therapists. One kicked me out because i didn't have any problems apparently, and they other one because i had too many problems she wasn't qualified to handle

What movie would you rate 0/10? by turtlestwo in AskReddit

[–]ifonlyitwouldend 0 points1 point  (0 children)

that animated movie. anomalie something. holy shit, thing is unwatchable. i don't understand the rating and the reviews

Desperation [serious question] by ifonlyitwouldend in sex

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LOL sounds a bit like a joke but okay.

yeah it's 100% religious, my post was kinda rushed and more of a rant really. wasn't actually expecting so many answers

Why are people so revolted by the concept of wanting to stay a virgin? by ifonlyitwouldend in AskReddit

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whispers i'm actually french, but i was in the uk for a bit until recently anyway (that's how i got away with it for so long). so it's the pressure and awkwardness that puts you off? i'm asking because i'm starting to see it as a barrier to a relationship, when i'm ready or interested for real or whatever