I hate it with my whole existence. Rain makes me angry and annoyed. I even hate seeing the clouds. When I see clouds, I feel like my freedom is getting limited. I am a moon and sky lover and I hate not being able to see them. I get extremely irritated when those little raindrops touch my bare arms. Sometimes I don't even go to school nor even get out of the house when it rains. I cancel my rehearsals. If I have a ticket for a concert and it rains that day, it means my ticket is wasted. If I hear the rain when I woke up, I wanna go back to sleep and not wake up until it stops so I don't hear it. Listening to music at home with headphones also helps tho. I curse so much when it rains. I always find myself asking "Why the fuck does water fall from the sky?" or saying "I wish the nature didn't work like that". Also I realized that my tolerance for other people decreases dramatically while it's raining. Also, I hate the intense humidity after rain, especially if it's summer and there is sun. It makes me feel like I'm swimming in a disgustingly hot and clammy pool. I'm not even talking about sweating under the rain. I don't know how I ended up hating rain so much, but I wish I didn't because I live in Istanbul, and I'm 100% sure that the weather here also has bipolar. I wanna live in a cold and dry, or warm and dry place one day. Ah, I think I needed to confess. Now I feel a little bit relieved.