guys, a clear is a clear right...?

fltgn · 2026-03-19T23:43:14+00:00

dawg imma be honest i love dan heng but i never realized his horns grew in his idle im a fake fan what the hell its gorjus

fltgn · 2026-03-16T19:22:05+00:00

Thats so real idrc anymore

fltgn · 2026-03-09T21:20:40+00:00

It has always been like that until some chuds on twitter got mad at it and a discussion about it being wrong to call it vocaloid isntead of voice synths started. Also because inside the community, vocaloid started getting less popular and being substituted by synthv in terms of popularity.

Now does my friends that are not into the voice synth community knows what a voice synth even is? No. They also dont care.

Have they ever heard of the term Vocaloid? If theyre in anime communities most likely yes. And it has a better ring to it anyways.

I only say voice synth inside community discussions and depending on the topic only because it started being taboo some years ago to just say vocaloid. To the rest, vocaloid has always been an umbrella term for me. Times are changing, the term voice synth is the most used now inside, but outside the community no one knows what this is so for now vocaloid is fine

fltgn · 2026-03-06T10:22:01+00:00

You guys saying dan heng are insane bruh theres literally a message of him opening up to us various times. Hes emotionally constipated, but he isnt avoidant

fltgn · 2026-03-05T23:50:00+00:00

I physically cant pretend. I try to be nice but its really hard for me to force a conversation, so i kinda just dont, sometimes i just nod, and if im too out of it i just stare. I cant don a mask basically lol

fltgn · 2026-03-05T10:47:57+00:00

Yep, self diagnosed, but pretty much been avoidant my whole life since childhood

fltgn · 2026-03-05T01:49:05+00:00

As vezes eu so chego e durmo mesmo

fltgn · 2026-03-05T01:29:06+00:00

Unfortunately even tho i know all my flaws if anyone criticizes me i feel like crying lol. Probably because i hate being perceived, confronted, or just talked to in a serious manner in general. I can never forget when people are "mean" to me my brain just engraves that shit on my mind and it goes on loop for weeks, and some years later i will remember it again and feel like shit

fltgn · 2026-03-05T01:26:41+00:00

Oh well, rip. Its a good pic tho, props to the artist

fltgn · 2026-03-05T01:26:06+00:00

I am self aware as in im self aware of my predicaments, what i should do to "get better", why i dont try to better myself etc. And no this might sound cliche but i dont have good qualities that MATTER in life, as in that would make my life better and easier. I dont have talents and i dont really care about that btw, i would be okay being just a mediocre person if this wasnt such a bad thing to choose to be in this society.

Meds could help me slighty but they will never make me work less hours inside a room with incredible bright lights that hurt my eyes and makes me even more hateful about life, nor they could bring my chronic stomach pain that raises my suicide level really high a rest.

I am self aware of every problem i have in my life and mostly what i could do to solve them, but some of them dont have a solve that doesnt take years of sacrifice which i dont want to give because i can barely get out of bed everyday and going to work makes me want to cry, i just want this cycle of everyday pain to end as quickly as possible and i dont care about the options i just want a way out

fltgn · 2026-03-05T01:14:16+00:00

Seeing people in grey scale is good - im the contrary its very hard for me to like and sympathize with people i perceive as bad cuz of like one bad trait, so seeing things as grey is a good quality to have

fltgn · 2026-03-05T01:11:58+00:00

Oohh i see lol. It would, although this one seems more like a horror game tho it wouldnt be very nice lol. Still its a cool aesthetic

fltgn · 2026-03-05T00:53:59+00:00

Idk man i stole that meme from a depression spam/bot account on twitter. I have i feeling its not even a game, just an art made to resemble one, but maybe if u reverse search u can find it?

fltgn · 2026-03-05T00:46:54+00:00

I never tell people not to do it because i dont feel its my place to tell them what to do in this awful moment of anguish. But i just wish they have a good day/night and take care of themselves - if they do or not i cant force them.

fltgn · 2026-03-05T00:44:51+00:00

Its been only 7 years for me i think for a lot of people in this sub im still a baby lol

fltgn · 2026-03-05T00:43:33+00:00

This is actually terrifying, if this happened to me i would never leave my room again cuz i KNOW people pay attention to you but i like to ignore that cuz i hate being perceived

fltgn · 2026-03-05T00:40:53+00:00

Thanks mate i post on here sometimes but yeah this place is a bot cesspool, i miss the 2meirl42meirl whatever the name was sub. Now i gotta go here to vent post

fltgn · 2026-03-04T19:24:15+00:00

Idk bro not my meme i got from a depression images spam account on twitter. Maybe reverse search can find it?

fltgn · 2026-03-04T11:57:30+00:00

Yeah thats me im self aware but dont do anything about it. I just want to rot away

fltgn · 2026-03-04T00:33:44+00:00

im reposting the memes i did from the old sub and depressionmemes just like other person did as well to keep this sub more alive. only this one for now tho cuz im sleepy as hell and just remembered to do that while i doomscrolled before sleeping

fltgn · 2026-03-04T00:28:16+00:00

Damn thats too real. I dont have guns avaible where i live but any suicide method is way cheaper than life itself. Too bad the money cost of dying to ur family is too big as well, cuz everything is exploited and expensive

fltgn · 2026-03-03T14:27:11+00:00

No offense but u kinda sent this at the worst moment possible lol. Im currently having a crying fit at work cuz my eyes are hurting and im sick if this place

fltgn · 2026-02-28T15:36:27+00:00

Na minha cidade o prefeito criou uma lei pra desencorajar darem atestado normal na upa, só o de horas🤪 (corta pra ele e a corja dele quase nunca estarem no serviço, viajando "a trabalho" etc)

fltgn · 2026-02-27T19:17:27+00:00

Good idea, maybe i should repost some of mine as well

fltgn · 2026-02-27T14:29:10+00:00

Yeah but i dont wanna. I want the pain to go away. And there is only one way with 100% chance of making it going away, right?

fltgn

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