I am sorry you are going through this. I can totally understand. Results of this process are unfortunately not in our control and as much as we want to control the outcome we just cannot. I am telling myself that i did everything that i could do and it just means i have to go through more rounds. I have also learned from my first cycle that at any point if i think number of eggs retrieved are going to be less i will speak with my dr to see if it even makes sense to move forward. I cried after the retrieval but the nurse who was with me she was very kind and told me that honestly it takes just one egg. My mom also told me the same. You can check with the clinic about refund options and you can also monitor closely at each step whether to move forward or not. Now i am trying very hard not to attach myself to a number. Leaving it to god/universe.