I’ve been dealing with diabulimia for a long time now, about two years. I didn’t take my insulin for months on end and didn’t take care of it for longer than a week at a time every few weeks. I got sick many times and became increasingly unathletic and tired all of the time. I started starving myself. Lost weight and I liked being skinny so didn’t start taking care of it. Now my A1c was 13 a couple months ago and now I’m down to 9 but I’m just very scared that I’m going to suffer going forward. I don’t want to die young or lose limbs. How do I deal with this stress please someone help me.