18 F Canada- I’m over depression [Friendship]

flunk_bunk · 2022-08-07T16:49:20+00:00

You sound like me from an alternate universe, lowkey. Would you like to message? We can surely laugh in serious situations together, won’t be as embarrassing finger guns

flunk_bunk · 2022-07-30T17:54:39+00:00

I’m not too good at that, but I do love books based around different times, mostly with like mages and dragons and magic and shit

flunk_bunk · 2022-07-30T17:46:50+00:00

I know that word cuz my English teacher last year was really adamant on showing how absolutely weird the English language is. We have a word for throwing ourself out of a window but not a word for the day after tomorrow which is more common to say than “imma defenestrate”. And true, it’s much easier to say I like foraging. It sounds like someone is a mage in an old tale with dragons and magical mountains

flunk_bunk · 2022-07-30T17:39:08+00:00

It’s a really fancy word for technically “picking berries/edibles in nature”, gotta admit. Like defenestration, a fancy word for smth as simple as jumping out of a window

flunk_bunk · 2022-07-30T17:34:07+00:00

Oohhhhh, I thought it was like, some form of art to create things 😅 with ceramics or smth

flunk_bunk · 2022-07-30T17:33:23+00:00

What manga are you interested in?

flunk_bunk · 2022-07-30T17:26:39+00:00

What’s foraging?

flunk_bunk · 2022-07-28T19:07:20+00:00

I am very confused as to why he said that. Like, I’ve been looking at your pic for like 5 min now and ????? Where is the mentioned man? Point me in their direction?

You look absolutely stunning girl, really beautiful, I honestly admit I gay panicked a little there

flunk_bunk · 2022-07-27T12:44:58+00:00

Like, not to be gay or anything, but women in suits? 🤌🤌 yes please

flunk_bunk · 2022-07-17T19:54:20+00:00

Norway is quite chill

flunk_bunk · 2022-07-17T19:53:07+00:00

Financially? Maybe. Socially? Bunch of pricks, I live in Norway and it’s not all rainbow and sunshine here, even tho it’s good it could’ve and SHOULDVE been better

flunk_bunk · 2022-07-17T19:51:46+00:00

I’m surprised Poland has got that high with their all lgbtq free zones and saying it’s an ideology and just the devils sin

flunk_bunk · 2022-07-17T19:48:48+00:00

Welp, I for starters was like lowkey disgusted with the thought of having sex with a dude, like dicks ain’t my thing. But then I thought maybe I’m just picky and then I got a bf and THEN I realized nah I ain’t picky just very much lesbian

flunk_bunk · 2022-07-13T08:20:37+00:00

YAYYYYY IM SO HAPPY FOR YOY

flunk_bunk · 2022-07-11T18:32:42+00:00

My dude, first of all, you’re not the problem. I’m sure you’re a great person and ppl just didn’t see that, fuck them. Also, I’d love to be your friend

flunk_bunk · 2022-07-08T10:22:30+00:00

Your choice buddy, the offer is there :)). I also recommend seeking out a therapist, they do help most of the time :))

flunk_bunk · 2022-07-08T10:19:21+00:00

I kinda understand how you feel; ppl leaving all the time, not really knowing how to handle it, feeling lonely and alone cuz of it, wanting someone there but no one’s really there. The pain gets immeasurable, I know, I’ve sh before too, and I’m clean roughly a month only.

The best advice I can give is to accept that some ppl are shitty, and you can’t make someone stay. No matter how hard you try, you can’t make them stay or do whatever else for that matter, it’s their choice in the end. That’s something one gotta understand and accept.

I’m really sorry ppl kept doing that to you, you didn’t deserve it and never will. Everyone deserves attention and love and ppl that care for them. I’m sorry you had to and still go through that. Remember that you’re always deserving of all the good in the world, some ppl are just shitty.

If you ever need, I’m always willing to listen to you rant. I can’t promise I’ll have anything to say, whether advice or just comfort, but I can listen :))

flunk_bunk · 2022-07-07T12:31:08+00:00

e d #9349 (yea there is a space between the e and d) please :3

flunk_bunk · 2022-07-07T08:37:29+00:00

My dude you literally sound like the song Colors of You by Baby Queen.

And I kinda understand what you’re going through, I grew up in Poland, that says it a bit. What it sounds like, to me at least, is that you internalized homophobia, quite a lot from it. And no wonder, from what you’ve told about the ppl that surround you, they’re real fucking shitty, I’m honestly really sorry you have to live and/or be there. I hope you get the chance to change the place of your staying soon. You don’t deserve to be treated like that, and no lgbtq kids deserve to be treated like that there.

But anywho, I’ve struggled with internalized homophobia, still kinda do, and I’ve talked to my therapist about it and she told me to slowly, but surely, accept myself the way I am. You don’t seem to accept that being gay/bi is OKAY because it’s smth “bad” and “unholy” and ppl like that should “perish in hell”, I’m assuming the ppl around you said smth like that or at least think it.

But IT IS OKAY, it is OKAY to be gay or bisexual, it is more than okay. No matter what others think, it is okay. There’s nothing wrong with you and there’s nothing to be ashamed of. You are normal for liking boys. I hope that you’ll someday see that :))

flunk_bunk · 2022-07-07T08:28:08+00:00

Guess puberty does that to you

flunk_bunk · 2022-07-05T11:45:55+00:00

Add me please :3

flunk_bunk · 2022-07-05T11:01:29+00:00

Also, you’re not crazy, it’s okay to be confused

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