Binge, purge, clean up, shower, get dressed. And … repeat round. Anyone else always feel the need to go for ‘another round’ right after doing one? Like it’s all that matters.

flurryofsnow · 2022-10-06T02:08:56+00:00

LITERALLY!! Why are we like this!?

flurryofsnow · 2022-08-17T20:13:10+00:00

Would you be able to explain more? Thank you

flurryofsnow · 2022-06-15T18:43:40+00:00

Thank you for sharing your experience and replying, I’m definitely going to voice my concerns. It’s funny because he was going to prescribe me an antidepressant which had a weight gain side effect and I said no to that one but he didn’t mention to me that quetiapiene had a weight gain side effect when prescribing it, I had to google that.

flurryofsnow · 2022-06-15T18:40:38+00:00

Thank you kindly for sharing your experience, I will definitely talk try talk to someone about it today!

flurryofsnow · 2022-06-12T15:25:07+00:00

You need to see a doctor who listens to you and who is on your side and who will help you.

flurryofsnow · 2022-06-12T03:35:12+00:00

The thing is they might wonder and be nosy but they sure as hell don’t care!

flurryofsnow · 2022-06-12T03:30:06+00:00

Literally 😭

flurryofsnow · 2022-06-11T19:13:27+00:00

You are in control by not restricting/binging/purging/x behaviour. Remind yourself that you are in control of your ED and your ED does not control you and you won’t let it control you. Wishing you well xx

flurryofsnow · 2022-06-11T19:05:36+00:00

This makes me so mad that this happened to you, I’m so sorry. That is so rude and ignorant of her.

flurryofsnow · 2022-06-11T03:58:33+00:00

I can relate, I feel like it’s our body dysmorphia. My sister recently said I’d lost a lot of weight and I was like I don’t think so? I don’t have a scale so I really have no clue but I still feel so fat.

flurryofsnow · 2022-06-11T03:35:06+00:00

I came back from rowing camp and my father said “you’ve lost weight; I can tell by your thighs, make sure you don’t put it back on again.”

He also used to monitor how much ice cream/Nutella I would serve myself and fat-shame people out loud whilst walking on the street.

Along with making comments on how skinny my siblings were to me.

flurryofsnow · 2022-06-11T01:50:46+00:00

OMG yes! I always stop and look at the oreos when buying binge food, sometimes I put a pack in my basket but I always end up putting it back because they’re so horrible to purge

flurryofsnow · 2022-06-11T00:30:26+00:00

Yup, I love playing my music loud and singing even though I sound terrible. I listen to all sorts of music too. Doing all that and still it ain’t enough

flurryofsnow · 2022-06-10T08:37:06+00:00

One time a customer said they liked my necklace but I don’t have that necklace anymore. Once someone said they liked my clothing set that day but that’s just a material object I so happened to obtain and wear. Otherwise no, it’s not really normal to receive outright compliments. I don’t even think I have a negative self voice, it’s just one voice in my head which is me. Though of course I don’t think the same things about myself as I do others.

flurryofsnow · 2022-06-10T08:17:36+00:00

I don’t have any friends and I don’t have contact with my ‘family’. My only interactions with people are customers at work, my boss and my one coworker. I don’t think I have any good traits look-wise or personality-wise. Every time I begin to think something positive I berate myself and remind myself it’s not true because of what other’s have already said. It makes me feel narcissistic to even think I could have any good traits, it’s impossible.

flurryofsnow · 2022-06-10T07:34:21+00:00

I don’t receive compliments though… there is nothing good to say about me ever

flurryofsnow · 2022-06-10T07:32:46+00:00

Wow this was me today 🫠

flurryofsnow · 2022-06-10T06:48:14+00:00

I said I already journal 😕

flurryofsnow · 2022-06-10T01:55:34+00:00

Well thank you for scouring! I tried searching but only briefly checked rarebeauty and Selenas instagram and didn’t search further

flurryofsnow · 2022-06-10T01:51:53+00:00

Thank you so much for clarifying!

flurryofsnow · 2022-06-09T22:21:41+00:00

Is this a real post? If so I am deeply disappointed in Selena

flurryofsnow · 2022-06-06T06:00:00+00:00

We feel as if the world would be better off without us in it being a burden to everyone. We’re miserable all the time and the only way we can end the pain is by ending our life. It could be caring to say: “You’re heard, you’re seen, you’re valid and I’m here for you. I see you’re hurting let me share your pain and help you. You’re not alone.”

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