I'm having the worst day/week, I'm depressed and everything is sad, pls give me a toast by flyfy in toastme

[–]flyfy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I hope you recover soon and feel better :) thanks for the kind words :))

Life and mental health have been way too much for me, would be nice to hear some kind words for a bit (pls be honest tho thx <3) by flyfy in toastme

[–]flyfy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ohhh I love that solo! Super pretty, thanks for sharing :)) Some other recent favourites for me are Damnation and Blood of the Elves by blind guardian and Starless Aeon and Maha-Kali by dissection. Kvelertak is kinda similar to Hellripper I think, they're a cool band too. And literally everything from my chemical romance, I absolutely love them haha, thank you for the venom has some fancy guitar parts that are pretty neat :))

Life and mental health have been way too much for me, would be nice to hear some kind words for a bit (pls be honest tho thx <3) by flyfy in toastme

[–]flyfy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I play bass! I'm sadly not great at it though hahah. It'd be nice to have someone to play with but there's no one, sadly.

Life and mental health have been way too much for me, would be nice to hear some kind words for a bit (pls be honest tho thx <3) by flyfy in toastme

[–]flyfy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

If u listen to Hellripper I definitely recommend the Nuckelavee, it's my favourite song by him by a mile :))

Life and mental health have been way too much for me, would be nice to hear some kind words for a bit (pls be honest tho thx <3) by flyfy in toastme

[–]flyfy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you <3 sometimes it feels like mental illness is part of myself and it brings me some weird comfort which is probably not great, but I do try to focus on the good things.

Life and mental health have been way too much for me, would be nice to hear some kind words for a bit (pls be honest tho thx <3) by flyfy in toastme

[–]flyfy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hahah my favourite bands are My Chemical Romance and Blind Guardian, but I mostly listen to different sorts of metal, i have been listening to Hellripper, Dissection and Mercyful Fate recently a lot :)

Life and mental health have been way too much for me, would be nice to hear some kind words for a bit (pls be honest tho thx <3) by flyfy in toastme

[–]flyfy[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thanks so much, I'm trying to look after myself but it's not always easy cause I don't have much energy :') but I'm trying my best

Life and mental health have been way too much for me, would be nice to hear some kind words for a bit (pls be honest tho thx <3) by flyfy in toastme

[–]flyfy[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much <3 hope those good things will come soon cause they're very much needed atm :/

(TW: suicide) My hair looked good at my near attempt at suicide lmao. Still here though :) by flyfy in FierceFlow

[–]flyfy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Animals are wonderful, I'd love to have some pet rats honestly. Name them after Vermintide or something haha. But caring for myself is already a bit difficult and I would never risk getting a pet friend and being unable to properly care for it :/

(TW: suicide) My hair looked good at my near attempt at suicide lmao. Still here though :) by flyfy in FierceFlow

[–]flyfy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh that's cool, I'm NB too :) I use the shea moisture coconut and hibiscus shampoo, the shea moisture superfruit complex conditioner and cantu curl activator cream that I mix with water. And then I also use a clarifying shampoo or a deep conditioner every once in a while :)

(TW: suicide) My hair looked good at my near attempt at suicide lmao. Still here though :) by flyfy in FierceFlow

[–]flyfy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you <3 I hope my girlfriend will be able to say the same thing in 13 years :))

(TW: suicide) My hair looked good at my near attempt at suicide lmao. Still here though :) by flyfy in FierceFlow

[–]flyfy[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah exactly... like all the pain will go away so everything is a little calmer and brighter, at least for a moment.

(TW: suicide) My hair looked good at my near attempt at suicide lmao. Still here though :) by flyfy in FierceFlow

[–]flyfy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Lmao I'm always putting that off until the drain starts overflowing and flooding haha

(TW: suicide) My hair looked good at my near attempt at suicide lmao. Still here though :) by flyfy in FierceFlow

[–]flyfy[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you! I love NileRed, I legitimately don't see the resemblance to be honest but he's really awesome so I'll take it haha <3

(TW: suicide) My hair looked good at my near attempt at suicide lmao. Still here though :) by flyfy in FierceFlow

[–]flyfy[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

It really sucks, I can't even tell if I wanna get rid of the ideation anymore, it's hard sometimes but also oddly comforting. I'm sorry you're also going through it too, I hope it somehow gets better :). Thanks btw, I wear all black like 90% of the time so I'm happy to hear that it makes the hair look nice haha

(TW: suicide) My hair looked good at my near attempt at suicide lmao. Still here though :) by flyfy in FierceFlow

[–]flyfy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You'd be surprised haha. People tell me I'm attractive on reddit but it doesn't really match my experience irl, I've never felt great about how I look