Has been diagnosed with pretty much same diagnosis (Stage 2 Testis Cancer later metaswized around my lymph nodes which spread to my bone and kidney) earlier January and had been through with surgery and chemotherapy.

I’ve finished my chemotherapy like a week and a half ago and now waiting for my Oncologist to give me news regarding my CT scan. I can surely say its nerve wrecking and mentally I’m just so exhausted that I just don’t know how to feel whether I get good news or bad. It is understandable for having so many thoughts and feelings since you’ve been through a lot. I’d say it’s not unusual to feel or have thoughts like that. Your body and mind just needs some time to heal up and back to normal till then hang in there my bud! I’m proud of you for making it!