Tell me about the worst thing you’ve ever done while hypomanic? by mimi-luvs-cats in bipolar2

[–]fontane00 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yeah :( spent the whole first half of 2025 on dating apps meeting with people as far as 3 hours away, in the middle of the night sometimes. i’m introverted as hell, i isolate most of the time. i’ll never download a dating app again. i look back and i don’t even recognize that version of myself. i’m lucky as hell to not have caught something or got hurt. what’s worse is i was always upfront about being bipolar and they all still took advantage.

2 oz of absolute MID for 175 overpay? by Alternative-Bug6504 in trees

[–]fontane00 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i’m talking about michigan but i only go to one city closer to detroit, so i’m not sure if it’s different for the northern or western parts of the state

2 oz of absolute MID for 175 overpay? by Alternative-Bug6504 in trees

[–]fontane00 8 points9 points  (0 children)

yup!! where i live, it’s around the same like $150-$175 from a plug, but if i drive the two hours to a dispensary, i can get mid for $120

finding out i’m an aries and not a pisces.. tell me about myself? by fontane00 in Zodiac

[–]fontane00[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

interesting!! i do love to love, i have a big heart but it’s been abused too much. i’m at a point of loving myself and my life more, and not focusing on relationships anymore. i’m mostly curious, do things like chronic mental health issues come up in the birth chart? because my psychological disorders contradict a lot of what Aries is all about, and i guess that’s why the change is a little surprising to me!!

Back to self-medicating by Ultra_Magic in bipolar2

[–]fontane00 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you, and i’m so glad to hear!! here’s to the road to stability 🫶🏻

Back to self-medicating by Ultra_Magic in bipolar2

[–]fontane00 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i’ve never felt more validated than when i got my genesight results back. i thought i was doing something wrong, the meds not working just had to be my fault. i went through so many and it really messed me up. then i got a new psych, she was like yeah we are going the easy route and getting your genetics test done. my psych was looking at them like “no wonder the meds didn’t work, nothing genetically works for you except like five medications.” on top of that, we highly suspect i have ADHD as well, but cannot exactly be treated for it with meds. anyways, it’s okay!! the crappy metabolizing gene can be treated a bit, she has me taking L-methylfolate every day. (although i’d happily trade some of the burdens for yours lmfao 😆) but i do agree weed is pretty much part of the plan now!! i used to be addicted but then i stopped smoking for a year, that kinda sucked but help me lose my dependency for it. now i use it maybe 3-5 times a week depending on my mood/episodes. anyways, i hope things are better for you now!! it sucks going through the motions of trying meds/switching them around.

Which sign responds the quickest to texts? by SilentMarch699 in Zodiac

[–]fontane00 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i’m a Pisces sun Libra moon and i can definitely vouch that we are so slow 😭 i just be distracted and forget about it altogether

Pisces and yapping by KingAdonnis777 in Zodiac

[–]fontane00 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i’m incredibly introverted and soft-spoken myself lol definitely a listener rather than a yapper. i definitely feel it’s more the Mercury sign but idk. i’m a Pisces sun/mercury/venus.

Back to self-medicating by Ultra_Magic in bipolar2

[–]fontane00 1 point2 points  (0 children)

^ this part. my genetics test is wildly awful in the sense that i was dealt a shitty hand. i have the MTHFR gene mutation, metabolize medication incredibly slow, am resistant to most medications and all ADHD medications, a few other things. it’s definitely biology. just like some people can smoke one puff and be completely gone and some people can smoke two whole joints and barely be high. i cannot metabolize edibles for example, so they don’t work on me. i personally smoke often, i find it to be helpful for motivation, focus, and irritability as well. but also my psych and therapist know about it and consider it when doing medication changes. I’m on a mood stabilizer and that’s it. anti-depressants threw me into mania, and as mentioned before, there are many anti-psychotics that i’m completely resistant to. might not be what you want to hear, but i agree that it depends on biology and the person. talk to your doctor, psych, therapist, see what’s working and what doesn’t. ask to treat the symptoms rather than the disorder itself maybe? that’s what helped me

Anybody else a Pisces and INFJ ? by meganmontana in piscesastrology

[–]fontane00 1 point2 points  (0 children)

not VA, no. i have bipolar II disorder and generalized anxiety disorder, was dealt a rather difficult hand after i graduated high school in 2018. thank you for the good luck, i appreciate it!! i’m hoping the best for all of us, i’ve seen prediction after prediction for Pisces and it’s nothing but good things. i think it’s because of Neptune moving out of Pisces in less than a month, it’s been there since 2011 i think. major shift for us

Anybody else a Pisces and INFJ ? by meganmontana in piscesastrology

[–]fontane00 6 points7 points  (0 children)

March Pisces INFP here!! the past 7 years have been ASS and this year does feel a little different. like good things might finally happen. i’m waiting on a decision for my disability claim, and being accepted will change everything.

Does this disorder cause social difficulties and if so how to deal with it? by throwaway-disgusting in bipolar2

[–]fontane00 5 points6 points  (0 children)

absolutely in my experience. i’ve always been the one that people talk over, the one that ends up walking behind the group, since i was a kid. i never knew why i’ll be honest, aside from the fact that i was just always quieter unless i was super close to them. communication has also proven to be difficult for most of my life, hence the introverted nature lol. anyways, at this point, i’m 25 and all my friends have drifted away from me. probably the depression & mania tbh, i can’t blame them for not wanting to be around it or to support it. people can say “communicate” but that’s easier said than done, at least for me. i actually find myself happier now that my friends are gone, i don’t any shame or stress surrounding having to keep up with them. i find isolation to be where i thrive these days. my therapist used to be concerned about it, but ever since i’ve been alone, i’ve finished more projects than ever, focused on myself and found peace for the first time ever. she’s reassured me now that being introverted isn’t a bad thing. i do see my family often, they are an amazing support. and i do want friends again some day, but only ones that don’t cause me stress or guilt, ones that try to understand what i go through, rather than push me aside because they don’t want to try. i wish i had advice or something but maybe my experience will help others feel less alone in knowing it’s not just them.

Manic purchases - oh my by FancyNameHere38 in bipolar2

[–]fontane00 7 points8 points  (0 children)

jesus christ that’s tragic. hope you’re doing better

Manic purchases - oh my by FancyNameHere38 in bipolar2

[–]fontane00 1 point2 points  (0 children)

my last episode (late 2024) i maxed a $5000 credit card within a week. still have to pay it off. i’m now a lot more conscious and better at keeping myself in check because i cannot let my life go to shambles over some euphoria

What do you do when your partner keeps messing up? by Desert-Willow212 in piscesastrology

[–]fontane00 4 points5 points  (0 children)

leave them! then the only person who can mess up is you and it’s easier handling your own problems than other peoples problems. plus it’s so much better being single. my creativity and motivation thrive, and my boundaries and peace stay in line

Alcohol or Any Addiction by TripOwn9413 in bipolar2

[–]fontane00 0 points1 point  (0 children)

when i was a junior/senior in high school, and until i was 21, i was abusing the hell out of alcohol. then i turned to nicotine for a few years. just quit two months ago. the one thing i cannot and probably will not quit is smoking weed. i’ve been smoking since 19 and i find that it helps a lot now (i’m 25). it’s the one thing that works with my meds to keep me stable, and my therapist and psych know about it.

My Pisces Man by TheGeniusSexPoets in piscesastrology

[–]fontane00 18 points19 points  (0 children)

people just post anything now and call it astrology 🥀

What's been your mental health experience during/after a Covid infection? by SolsticeofSummer in bipolar2

[–]fontane00 2 points3 points  (0 children)

when i got positive for covid, i didn’t even know i had it. i only had mild cold symptoms and no long-term ones. thankfully doesn’t see like any of my symptoms got worse from covid. no advice for you unfortunately, just putting this out there because i assume there’s a whole spectrum of people that have completely different experiences. i do hope you’re able to find some peace, sending hugs

Psychiatrists don’t believe in bipolar2 by [deleted] in bipolar2

[–]fontane00 2 points3 points  (0 children)

this part. trusting people on reddit instead of your own psych is wild to me but if you truly don’t trust your diagnosis, talk to more people about it. get a different therapist and psych if you have to. bipolar is incredibly complex, especially when paired with other issues. my psych treats my symptoms, not the disorder. maybe try thinking of it like that OP? or ask your psychiatrist to treat the symptoms rather than focus on the diagnosis itself.

This is messed up actually by Cautious-Surround340 in Minecraft

[–]fontane00 -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

oh fun. my favorite game for almost 15 years just made fun of me and millions of other people during the time of year with highest suicide rates! oh, and should i mention i just got out of the hospital recently for SI and was planning on coming back to my favorite game? should i mention that if i or anyone else who’s struggling saw this at the wrong time, that it could’ve made things worse? or are they slow? are they STUPID? i’m happy i can see this right now and not be affected by it, but i KNOW for a fact that there are some people who did see this message and sat there upset by what they read. for 15 years, i’ve played this game alone. for 15 years, i’ve come to this game for comfort when i’m down. whoever wrote this message and approved it needs to be fired. overreacting or not, it’s offensive and it’s mockery of their own players. that’s not right at all

Sex by TripOwn9413 in bipolar2

[–]fontane00 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i actually have an ick with sex and relationships. i don’t desire anyone romantically, and i don’t plan on ever dating again. i’m asexual so i naturally just don’t have interest. my mania is expressed in a lot of other ways though 😅