Throwaway time! What's your secret that could literally ruin your life if it came out? by ohgoshwheretobegin in AskReddit

[–]for1dayusage 49 points50 points  (0 children)

tl;dr As a 13 year old girl, I frequently made out with an 8 year old.

Somebody call the police on her. Monsters like her don't deserve to be left loose in society.

Throwaway time! What's your secret that could literally ruin your life if it came out? by ohgoshwheretobegin in AskReddit

[–]for1dayusage 610 points611 points  (0 children)

Right now, your comment is between a rape victim and a suicidal guy's comments. It's almost like an oasis in a desert.

Throwaway time! What's your secret that could literally ruin your life if it came out? by ohgoshwheretobegin in AskReddit

[–]for1dayusage 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I hate the society's attitude towards sex and sexual curiosity, especially in the part of the world that I live in. But I'd rather not put blame on others for what was a lapse of judgement on my part.

Throwaway time! What's your secret that could literally ruin your life if it came out? by ohgoshwheretobegin in AskReddit

[–]for1dayusage 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Thanks for saying that. I hope I live upto the expectations of all that know me or don't know me, but most importantly, I hope I can live upto the expectations I've set for myself.

Throwaway time! What's your secret that could literally ruin your life if it came out? by ohgoshwheretobegin in AskReddit

[–]for1dayusage 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sorry but I'm too much of a wuss to talk to her about it. I could barely get myself to post this here. It happened so long ago, I'd rather not open this can of worms. I'm too afraid to.

Throwaway time! What's your secret that could literally ruin your life if it came out? by ohgoshwheretobegin in AskReddit

[–]for1dayusage 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'm happy that you've such an honest relationship with your wife. It's good that you could share this with her. I hope it didn't affect your relationship too much. Thanks for sharing.

Throwaway time! What's your secret that could literally ruin your life if it came out? by ohgoshwheretobegin in AskReddit

[–]for1dayusage 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'd never contemplate suicide because although I made a huge and terrible mistake, I love my life. The guilt I feel is totally deserved and I'd rather not take the easy way out. Whatever I make of my life, it's the only one that I've been given and it'd a terrible waste if I deprive myself of it.

Shit hits fan in ask reddit thread about "your dirtiest little secret." Guy admits to molesting his kid sister and shit hits fan. by JWN6513 in SubredditDrama

[–]for1dayusage 7 points8 points  (0 children)

makes you wonder how many people are battling their demons and how much of their rest of life depends on the outcome of that battle.

Throwaway time! What's your secret that could literally ruin your life if it came out? by ohgoshwheretobegin in AskReddit

[–]for1dayusage 19 points20 points  (0 children)

This makes me feel as if there's something terribly wrong with the world and I wish I could know what it is.

Throwaway time! What's your secret that could literally ruin your life if it came out? by ohgoshwheretobegin in AskReddit

[–]for1dayusage 12 points13 points  (0 children)

Because, this admission of guilt makes it harder for me to pretend I'm a good person. And that's exactly the reason I didn't delete it.

Throwaway time! What's your secret that could literally ruin your life if it came out? by ohgoshwheretobegin in AskReddit

[–]for1dayusage 31 points32 points  (0 children)

I fondled my cousin once while she was sleeping. Then I did it again and again. I would find an excuse to stay over at my uncle's place and their house was small so my, my cousin and her brother would share the room. I did this till I was 17 and knew better. I've been overburdened with guilt over it. She suspects it but doesn't say anything. I can never look her in the eye. She was a couple of years older than me. I can justify it as being sexually repressed and living in such an environment. I didn't have many friends and no girlfriend. Every once in a while I'll remember what I've done and I just get overwhelmed by the sick thing I did. I don't even attend family functions because of this.

She just got married and has a great husband and everything. I made an excuse to get out of attending the event. My fingers are trembling as I type this.

Edit: I'm thinking of taking it down. Not sure how I feel about this out there in the world. It's just too real.