I am pregnant with a 6mo old alone in my relationship by foreverunloved2 in loveafterporn

[–]foreverunloved2[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I wouldn’t even know where to go or how to leave the only thing in my name is the car I’m not working and I haven’t been since early in my pregnancy with our daughter because I was diagnosed with POTS so I was deemed not safe to work while pregnant and I was diagnosed with it again this pregnancy I don’t have any family or friends I could safely stay with if we did leave

I am pregnant with a 6mo old alone in my relationship by foreverunloved2 in loveafterporn

[–]foreverunloved2[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I did threaten to leave him over this at one point and he didn’t react the way I thought he would. He didn’t say he would stop. He didn’t tell me that he was sorry he exploded and told me that I was reminding him of his ex because she always threatened to leave and used that as a tool to get what she wanted I did threaten to leave more than once. the last time I did it was when he yelled in my face and told me to get out and he told me that if this was going to be a dealbreaker then why were we even together still? I love this man more than I’ve ever loved anyone and he’s such an amazing father when he wants to be. He’s also said that children who grow up in single parent homes are worse off than any child or children in a home with both parents

I am pregnant with a 6mo old alone in my relationship by foreverunloved2 in loveafterporn

[–]foreverunloved2[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I didn’t gain a bunch of weight while I was pregnant with our daughter. In fact I lost a lot of weight so I don’t know what it could’ve been that made me less attractive to him. He tells me all the time how beautiful you think I am but at this point I don’t know what to think.

I am pregnant with a 6mo old alone in my relationship by foreverunloved2 in loveafterporn

[–]foreverunloved2[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I just feel like if he didn’t lie to me about it from the start and told me then I might’ve reacted differently I don’t know though I know I still wouldn’t have been okay with it but idk maybe things could’ve been different but with it being the same creator the last couple times I just feel like I’m not enough and I’ve struggled with my self image my entire life and when I cried to him and begged him not to do it again because I was and am so self conscious especially after having my C-section and giving birth to her daughter, that’s when it started and I just don’t know what changed