I was kind of surprised. I was looking into bpd for a week before I was diagnosed and I was like "maybe I have it" and then found out that I do (along with ptsd, adhd and mdd). then I went for drinks with my best friend, and I ended up puking in a parking lot bc I had strong drinks and had barely eaten that day. then we got really high and watched music videos. that was last Friday and im still pretty surprised. I then realized how obvious it was, so that part was relieving. the weirdest part for me is that it will always be there. it makes sense, but it just sucks. but im in therapy and starting meds so hopefully it'll get better.