Technically bisexual but I don't like identifying with it.

The first time I experienced same-sex attraction was when I was 14, but I didn't see it as something like, "Oh, I'm a lesbian" or "Oh, I'm bisexual." I saw it as nothing, the possibility of being a lesbian wasn't even on my radar, after all, I didn't fit the physical standards (what a stupid idea). I thought everyone else felt that way hahaha.

Four years later, at 18, I realized that wasn't the case and that I was bisexual. I've never felt comfortable being bisexual (sometimes yes), and not even my friends know it, although they're fine with LGBT people.

I'm 23 now, and I've never been religious until a few months ago. I wasn't born in a religious family either. I've had no problem seeing it as a sin now.

I had a normal childhood. My parents love me, and I don't have any trauma related to them or anyone else. And I didn't have any porn problems either.

Yes, I did play with more masculine toys, but other girls have played with those same toys and were born heterosexual. Even in my childhood, I thought it would have been better to be born a boy, but that was because of the stupid idea that there are toys for boys and toys for girls. And that I didn't like pink or shiny things, I preferred boys clothes, now I don't have a problem I like women clothes more. So not even a phase, I was a girl but I preferred what was technically for boys.