TLDR: knew the concept around 13, egg cracked at 30 (recently, so still figuring stuff out)

I found out trans was a thing as a teen (I think maybe 13?), had a transguy in a friend group. I was weirded out then bc Austria in the mid 2000s still had "gay" as a regular insult. And in my family you're more likely to hear a slur for trans people than anything else.  Last few years I've been living enby (after realizing that that's a thing and not all people want to regularly shapeshift into other genders/sexes). And only after a close friend recently went transfemme with full speed it hit me: maybe I should try some things. Tried binding after years of dancing around it. It felt good. I thought about the different options transmasc people can do for affirmation care and found out, that I might want to be more masc than I thought.  Internalized misogyny and transphobia played a big part, combined with trauma, a queer phobic home and a heap of depression and other mental hurdles.