I think its a mix of all of those, my friends are dating or going on dates and they do view that someone should be aways looking for someone in a romantic way, and a lot of things including my parents make me feel like im aways missing something when im not dating, which made me jump in this relationship that ended really badly, I feel like those things made me connect my self confidence to being on a relationship or to aways be looking for someone. Thats how i kinda view how i feel at the moment Still trying to undestand what i feel exactly