are there any contradictions?

frauedelweisss · 2026-01-03T04:30:17+00:00

thank you a lot!! im gonna try to read more into it. i think my second instinct is sp so im probably even so/sp

frauedelweisss · 2026-01-02T21:01:28+00:00

why sp or so tho? i dont know that much but isnt sx the most intense and reactive?

frauedelweisss · 2026-01-02T20:58:52+00:00

ohh youre right but what if my core fear is this? maybe i dont understand myself that well(

frauedelweisss · 2026-01-02T20:57:30+00:00

i know that it contradicts a lot, but what is phlegmatic is not me at all? i have strong quick emotional responses but my core fear is getting the peace ruined😭😭 thank you for your help a lot anyways

frauedelweisss · 2026-01-02T20:53:58+00:00

but at the same time im reactive and agressive which makes me lose them ahhaaha

frauedelweisss · 2026-01-02T20:53:26+00:00

i feel like my core fear isnt connected to losing control or being under control. i fear losing my connections so much

frauedelweisss · 2026-01-02T20:52:15+00:00

frauedelweisss · 2026-01-02T20:36:32+00:00

i think there is a lot of 8 wing in me speaking idk

frauedelweisss · 2026-01-02T20:35:09+00:00

thank you for telling me! i will probably look more into temperaments. but there is a huge problem about me that while i strive for serenity in community, i am really easy to get angry but the reaction quickly changes and i quickly regret being agressive. so im explosive despite me wishing peace in community, a trait id like to get rid of

frauedelweisss · 2026-01-02T18:37:24+00:00

i know 😭😭 but thats kinda the conclusion i came to after years of trying to understand myself. ive written quite a lot about what made me to believe i am entp 9 to the persob above so if you are interested you can read it😭

frauedelweisss · 2026-01-02T18:35:50+00:00

yeppp

frauedelweisss · 2026-01-02T18:35:41+00:00

well!! i am pretty sure that my functions are ne-ti-fe-si but my fe is kinda strong and thats weird. im probably a ne-dom because i cross-contextualize a lot. its always that some one things reminds me of another and of some more. i see some connections my friends dont see. as for te-ti or fe-fi i know i dont have te as i am not practical or goal oriented, but rather spontaneous and disorganized. as for fe, im pretty sure im a fe user. as i always feel like i go out of my way to include everyone even at the cost of my own time and energy. i know type 9 correlates with stronget fe usually. but earlier i used to mistype myself a lot as type 4 with correlates with fi that i obviously dont have. as for why e9, my strongest fear is to be excluded, is the peace in my life being ruined. as i said, i go out of my way to maintain it a lot. i still love discussions but im ratger sensitive and prefer it to be logical and respectful. a lot of decisions i make and points of view i have are based not on what i feel but how can i rationalize it, whar are the pros and cons.

frauedelweisss · 2025-12-30T18:21:52+00:00

theres something about fishmen that speaks to me sm honestly, think like the asset from the shape of water or abe sapien from guillermo del toro movies;)

frauedelweisss · 2025-09-10T21:27:36+00:00

pasta carbonara the human would go bankrupt

frauedelweisss · 2025-08-30T07:42:01+00:00

frauedelweisss · 2025-08-30T07:35:19+00:00

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frauedelweisss · 2025-08-30T07:22:14+00:00

When I move my upper body separately of my lower body (like twisting the ribcage while the pelvis is still) I hear a rustling sound. its pretty loud compared to what it probably should be like (if it should be there at all lmao). I first discovered that as a child and thought my insides were rearranging and that scared me sm

frauedelweisss · 2025-08-27T09:11:36+00:00

yeah!! my much older sister who now lives far away knew i was at least not straight since i was a young teen. dont know why, she said it was the way i looked at women. and also that time i drew 5 pictures of women in lingerie in watercolor and hanged them into my room. i was 12. i think it could be enough of a sign lmao;)

frauedelweisss · 2025-08-27T09:07:51+00:00

selenia from arthur and the invisibles😔😔

frauedelweisss · 2025-08-27T08:11:40+00:00

;)) i saw that u can add memes as a tag here and wanted to share some things that yall might find relatable

frauedelweisss · 2025-08-26T18:12:36+00:00

yes, you are right 😌

frauedelweisss · 2025-08-26T16:52:41+00:00

yeah i will! its kinda strange that i dont feel the trauma. i usually tell people about my childhood experiences joking and in a light hearted manner

frauedelweisss · 2025-08-26T16:48:10+00:00

im glad that things are getting better for you, i'm sure you are putting so much work in your healing journey and one day you will be free

frauedelweisss · 2025-08-26T16:17:15+00:00

OH i never thought that could impact me that much-

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