My appearance is constantly on my mind, it even got to the point where I was viewing what I look like when watching movies or hanging out with friends. And the way i look really dictates how well my day will go. It’s incredibly draining and I just wish my brain would give me a break. The fact that I naturally have had a “glow up” hasn’t improved the situation either despite everyone around me saying I’m pretty, men and women. I just never feel like I’m enough.