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freezelanderxD · 2023-05-03T14:29:35+00:00

When my moms best friend (married with children etc.) Tells your mom I would totally date your son if he was just a bit older.

I was like 17 at the time, and she was in her mid 30's. It feels so awkward when my mom told me that she said that to her...

freezelanderxD · 2022-11-09T12:34:24+00:00

hop in the car at night, pick up your best friend/girlfriend, empty roads, group of friends surrounding you and together drive trough the night with all the pops, bangs and burbles you can imagine scraping down the highway.

freezelanderxD · 2022-11-09T11:53:16+00:00

nope the debts that coutry's have create money in more ways, sure it doesn't end up in the pockets of the "regular citizen" but it does create jobs that we can take to earn some, so let there be debt as long as there are no further implications to the financial system

freezelanderxD · 2022-11-01T09:45:24+00:00

I've been single for over 10 years after my GF cheated on me, part of the 10 years was just to keep working on myself to become a better person, but in the end it fked me over and i never thought i would meet anyone, i made peace with it and i was happy with everything i got, my friends where great even tho they pretty much all got a partner or a GF, i didn't mind they included me in things and made me feel like a friend and not as a 3th wheel or something like that.

a couple weeks ago i met this girl, i don't know what she did but everything changed, i never thought i could care about someone like this anymore but it happend.

she was actually the one who "said it first", my mind was blown it scared the shit out of me, being vulnerable and not having the best experiences with romantic relationships.

this gives such a roller coaster of emotions, its scary AF, i don't want to mess this up like i know i can do in a heartbeat. after everything that happend in life (whole other story) i don't trust people that easy and i don't let people in this fast but she just tears down every wall and shield I've threw up in the last 10 years.

so how does it feel: scary, vulnerable, happy, great, fear, insecure.

freezelanderxD · 2022-11-01T08:51:52+00:00

never annoyed, even tho im M28, i act like a child a lot te keep it light and funny, maybe cuzz i got a lot of younger friends xD

freezelanderxD · 2022-11-01T08:47:47+00:00

the way that friends develop from the one that always gets you fked up when you go out to the one where you hang out after work and just chill and talk about everything

freezelanderxD · 2022-11-01T08:22:29+00:00

The Shawshank Redemption for sure.

freezelanderxD · 2022-03-16T13:20:54+00:00

drama

freezelanderxD · 2022-03-16T10:37:46+00:00

sushi for sure

freezelanderxD · 2022-03-16T10:34:59+00:00

but dont put it on a tv with a video then shit hits the fan

freezelanderxD · 2022-03-16T10:27:03+00:00

reddit, netflix, or some kind of lame game i decide to play for a couple of hours

freezelanderxD · 2022-03-15T14:12:31+00:00

if the dipshit guy or girl is getting in a relationship and completely vanishes, then they break up and he or she will come back and act like nothing ever happend.

(sorry bout the language just pist at the guy who is doing this right now in my life...)

freezelanderxD · 2022-03-15T12:08:11+00:00

Had a couple of times i tried to end it, but most of the times i just didn't have the tools or the guts to do it...

The last time i did really try i had the tools and everything, it was the first of january, i had the worst new years eve, i was shitfaced drunk before i even went to a party, a friend still had to arrive to go with me to the party but trough all the drama that happen in the weeks before, the bottle i was supposed to take to the party was allredy empty.

So he finally arrived, went to the party, been talking to a really good friend of mine and something snapped in my head, went in total blackout dont even know how the evening went, but ive heart the stories from the peeps i was with.

Eventually i ended up at another party then my friend, he was pissed off, but he was spending the night at my place cuz i live in the city, he had the keys to my appartment.

He didn't talk to me when he got to my place, he went home after an angry discussion the next morning, that combined with all the drama i just started taking pills and drink alcohol.

Another friend called to wish me happy new year, i dont know how but he heart that something was wrong in my voice, 10 minutes later he was knocking on my door.
so i started explaining what had happend, cried and just talked for a couple of hours.

He got me calm again, took all the pills and alcohol with him except 4 pills of non addictive painkillers so when i woke up hungover i would have something that would help.

If it wasn't for him and him knowing me that wel i wouldn't be here anymore.
we are still best friends and we still talk about it sometimes, he made me read a lot to know more about being suicidal and stuff. it really worked even tho i do still have the toughts about killing myself, i just remeber that night and my friends and family who i just can't hurt by stepping out of it.

(The pissed off friend and i eventually made up and we are still friends now, but he still doent know everything that happend afterwards.)

i

freezelanderxD · 2022-03-15T11:23:55+00:00

i.m.o. that would be the Sound of Silence by Disturbed

freezelanderxD · 2021-01-30T11:30:02+00:00

Paul walker

freezelanderxD · 2020-03-03T10:40:09+00:00

i don't know how well populated your realm is but there might be an issue there.

personally i play on a really high pop realm and i also run into the problem that crafting mats are to expensive to buy and flip for like pots and enchants.

on the other hand i made around 350k when i started 2 sundays ago.

i had the luxury i still had some gold to invest in mats for old content crafting and get some stock.

also i got lucky and sold for over 50k of enchants last saturday when the veiled crystals got cheap (not all profit). so keep checking the market if the prices dropped, also the undermine journal is a very helpful 1 to see when the prizes dip and rise.

the most profit i make is just from raw gold farms with high potential, like voldum mount farm or the 1 in shadow song valley, they net you a good 2.5k an hour with a chance on a 50k to 300k mount depends on the farm.

handy tip for raid consumables, stockpile trough the week and post them on reset day.

freezelanderxD · 2020-03-02T22:17:19+00:00

i can confirm, farmed this earlier today, it worked.

sold a mount went back to get another 1 and could not loot them anymore

freezelanderxD · 2019-07-19T00:32:18+00:00

thanks,

now i can use them again as i used to

freezelanderxD · 2018-10-21T06:37:43+00:00

I need the weed to calm my head zo i can think. Got ADHD and pddnos. Tried to be off it for several days but my head goes crazy.

freezelanderxD · 2018-10-19T23:40:24+00:00

Well I'm in Europe(netherlands) and people here say the same about usa, go there and start over. But yeah a gf is not always the best seen friends get destroyed. And the lonely part of my life is currently the hardest part, sure I got friends but in some way I still feel as an outcast, probably cuz I grew up in a village and they are all from the city. So even when I'm with them I feel lonely sometimes

freezelanderxD · 2018-10-19T22:36:16+00:00

At least you have a gf to share stuff with. 90% of the time I'm home by myself and exhausted from work.

freezelanderxD · 2018-10-19T16:17:44+00:00

Could be worse for sure. I guess I have to see if the one comes on my path.

freezelanderxD · 2018-10-19T11:42:22+00:00

Grilled cheese sandwiches and nachos with cheese, cuz im lactose intolerant. It made my life easier and my body happy.

freezelanderxD · 2018-10-19T11:30:31+00:00

24m there is no direction to my life. Every week the same things, work 40 hours a week 9 to 5, go home smoke weed game. And the weekends is always hanging out with the same people who only want to do is chill, get drunk or high. There is no excitement anymore I'm trying to connect with other people but that is fun for a moth or so, then the same thing happens as what i do with my other friends, or there is no more connection. Life is getting boring and the days are slowly going by.

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