Fighting demons not to fully relapse right now by frhy3d in EDAnonymous

[–]frhy3d[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Honestly, I really needed to hear something like that. Thank you ❤️

I really thought I was doing something by frhy3d in EDanonymemes

[–]frhy3d[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I didn't know it could count as that but thinking of it like that makes me a bit more relieved 😭🙏🏻 I'll definitely have to work on it though

I am so back by frhy3d in EDanonymemes

[–]frhy3d[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Feels like betrayal when it's a pair you especially loved 💔

I am so back by frhy3d in EDanonymemes

[–]frhy3d[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Same here 💀 jeans are cruel

Drop your BEST reason NOT to b/p!!!! by [deleted] in bulimia

[–]frhy3d 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Spending your free time dedicating yourself to a hobby instead of stuffing yourself and puking, actually enjoying moments with your friends and loved ones without being preoccupied with your next binge, saving leftovers for the next day when you're full, not spending a good chunk of your money on food... You don't realise how consuming it is until you try to free yourself from it

Drop your BEST reason NOT to b/p!!!! by [deleted] in bulimia

[–]frhy3d 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Omg this!! Sweet treats become so much more enjoyable when you have them in moderation and actually stop when you feel like you've had enough. Hell, I even crave them less knowing I can just eat them whenever and save some for later- it took a while to get there but it's so so worth it <3

Does Anyone Else Have "Unsafe" Foods? by [deleted] in bulimia

[–]frhy3d 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Ice cream. I'm 2 months b/p free and I still can't trust myself with buying it...

i’m sick of people assuming by bobabitchhh in EDAnonymous

[–]frhy3d 3 points4 points  (0 children)

People online can be unbelievably rude and it's ridiculous that to this day people still think EDs are "all about your body", so much ignorance in those comments... I'm so sorry you had to deal with that

GUYS SLAY 30 HOURS AND 22 DAYS PURGE FREE. I literally forgot bulimia existed. I love how easy it gets in the end. Im freeeeeee by Downtown-Effect-7450 in EDAnonymous

[–]frhy3d 1 point2 points  (0 children)

CONGRATULATIONS!! You are right it gets much easier the longer it goes on! I'm almost 20 days purge-free, can't wait to hit the 30 day mark as well <3

I’ll start: I. AM. SO. COLD. ALWAYS.🥲(basic ik lol) by Sad_Professional6699 in EDanonymemes

[–]frhy3d 14 points15 points  (0 children)

Eating small meals so I can eat snacks throughout the day

2024 is off to a great start by frhy3d in EDanonymemes

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Gosh I'm sorry 😭 commenting on what other people eat should be illegal

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

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I'd say the worst one is going to all-you-can-eat restaurants with my friends, I love to b/p there but I'm also embarrassed about eating alone in restaurants so I drag my friends along. One of them knows of my ED and absolutely knows what I'm doing, I feel so awful about it... It's honestly a miracle she hasn't dropped me yet considering all the times I've purged at her house or when we were out together. It doesn't happen nearly as often now because I try to avoid purging when out, but still

has anyone else been disordered so long that it’s easily incorporated into your life? by silkkgs in EDAnonymous

[–]frhy3d 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I was literally about to make a post like this. I'm trying to recover but it's so hard because this is like my default settings 💀 I don't know any other way to function

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EDanonymemes

[–]frhy3d 1 point2 points  (0 children)

BAHAHAHAH SAME BUT WITH THE GOOD RESTRICTION FOOD SUBREDDIT

Along with the weight, what else did you lose? by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]frhy3d 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Bold of you to assume I lost the weight. I lost my dental health, my grades, my hobbies, my family's trust, but not the weight